hungry and bored
My boyfriend tired too easily. If he wakes up before 11am he needs a two hour nap by 4pm. I can't take naps as I've stated earlier so when I get up I'm up. He got up at like 9:30 or 10 this morning and he's taking a nap right now which is annoying because it's 6:41 and I'm hungry for dinner. He had a job interview today for an assistant manager position at books a million that I hope he gets. He works a slave job at Waldenbooks in the Hot Springs mall and they're closing at the end of the month and he needs a new job. On top of that he just got his masters from Henderson and since he's not in school anymore that mean no more loan money for us to survive on so he has to get a real job. He's always worked part time at Waldenbooks and he did have a job working as a graduate assistant for a teacher at the university but that's over too now.
I can't wait for the days to get longer again. I'm not ready for winter to end but I want the days to be longer. I like wearing my winter gear and I want to see some snow. We never get any snow down here. I want to move further north so I can see some goddamn snow. It's winter and I want to see some damn snow. Most of all I have always wanted to have a white x-mas. I'm kinda sad that x-mas is over. I didn't even get to do anything for Yule. I still need to take down my small tree that's sitting on the record player. This house is such a fucking mess. I live in a small three-room duplex. Theres the tiny bathroom, the kitchen, and then The Room. The room where everything goes. It is part bedroom/livingroom/computer room. And we have far too much stuff to fit into The Room. It feels cavelike and cluttered. If my boyfriend get's the job in Hot Springs we might move there. How might we do that on our meager salary? Well, my grandfather just died and I'm supposed to get a inheritance of some kind so I was hoping to use some of that to move and most of all I was hoping to buy a laptop so I can quit using my b/f's.
I'm just stalling and wasting time before I wake my boyfriend up for dinner. I'm glad he's not a cranky sleeper. I am though. Especially if you try to wake me up by poking me. My little brother used to do that to me. I'd usually kick the fuck out of him or punch him. Now we're grown up and now he's a marine and a doubleplus asshole. Whatever.
I have a really nice cat named Lucifer Nimbus. He's a dark chocolate color when he's in the sun but in regular light he looks black. He's a really good lap cat.
Ok... I've screwed around and it's 7:02.. Lets try to wake him up!!
He's trying to wake up.
Yay he's up!!
Time to go!!
xx
I can't wait for the days to get longer again. I'm not ready for winter to end but I want the days to be longer. I like wearing my winter gear and I want to see some snow. We never get any snow down here. I want to move further north so I can see some goddamn snow. It's winter and I want to see some damn snow. Most of all I have always wanted to have a white x-mas. I'm kinda sad that x-mas is over. I didn't even get to do anything for Yule. I still need to take down my small tree that's sitting on the record player. This house is such a fucking mess. I live in a small three-room duplex. Theres the tiny bathroom, the kitchen, and then The Room. The room where everything goes. It is part bedroom/livingroom/computer room. And we have far too much stuff to fit into The Room. It feels cavelike and cluttered. If my boyfriend get's the job in Hot Springs we might move there. How might we do that on our meager salary? Well, my grandfather just died and I'm supposed to get a inheritance of some kind so I was hoping to use some of that to move and most of all I was hoping to buy a laptop so I can quit using my b/f's.
I'm just stalling and wasting time before I wake my boyfriend up for dinner. I'm glad he's not a cranky sleeper. I am though. Especially if you try to wake me up by poking me. My little brother used to do that to me. I'd usually kick the fuck out of him or punch him. Now we're grown up and now he's a marine and a doubleplus asshole. Whatever.
I have a really nice cat named Lucifer Nimbus. He's a dark chocolate color when he's in the sun but in regular light he looks black. He's a really good lap cat.
Ok... I've screwed around and it's 7:02.. Lets try to wake him up!!
He's trying to wake up.
Yay he's up!!
Time to go!!
xx