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I have problems with my kidneys and they are acting up right now. I took some ibuprofen and it's starting to kick in. I think they are hurting because of all the caffeine I ingest in the morning. Oh well.
I got really pissed off yesterday at this show that was on NBC called superstars of dance. there was this guy from Africa that was just making shit up as he went and he looked really stupid but he got 8s and 9s from the judges. it's not like i don't like African dance; I've seen some really good African dances. this guy was just flailing around on the goddamn stage and he got really good scores. then this really good cabaret dance team got up there and killed and they got 7s from most of the judges. i changed the channel after that because if they were going to do that kind of shit then i'm not going to watch it. stupid shit.
i'm really sleepy but i can't go back to sleep. most of the time i'll wake up at some point in the morning and be so sleepy that i want to go back to sleep and when i try to do that i have really weird dreams where i can't breathe or move very well. that or i have dreams where i know that i'm asleep and i'm trying to wake myself up. so usually i just wake up and hit the coffee so that i can't go back to sleep. i can't nap either because i get sleep paralysis when i do. that's the opposite of sleepwalking. you have weird dreams that you're in the room you actually are in but you can't move or talk and it's just terrifying. you just keep trying to wake yourself up. yeesh. i occasionally have insomnia. I used to have it pretty bad but my medication is helping out quite a bit. unfortunately, you have to take this one pill with a bite of something fatty and if you don't take the right food with it you only get a half dose and there's no way to go to sleep without it. i somehow got the half dose last night and it was terrible. you feel so sleepy and you almost go to sleep but right at the threshold of sleep you wake up again all groggy and shit. i ended up having to take more of the med with a piece of buttered bread and finally got to sleep around 3am. whatever.
anywhoo... i'll be back later... i'm gonna go do stuff..
I got really pissed off yesterday at this show that was on NBC called superstars of dance. there was this guy from Africa that was just making shit up as he went and he looked really stupid but he got 8s and 9s from the judges. it's not like i don't like African dance; I've seen some really good African dances. this guy was just flailing around on the goddamn stage and he got really good scores. then this really good cabaret dance team got up there and killed and they got 7s from most of the judges. i changed the channel after that because if they were going to do that kind of shit then i'm not going to watch it. stupid shit.
i'm really sleepy but i can't go back to sleep. most of the time i'll wake up at some point in the morning and be so sleepy that i want to go back to sleep and when i try to do that i have really weird dreams where i can't breathe or move very well. that or i have dreams where i know that i'm asleep and i'm trying to wake myself up. so usually i just wake up and hit the coffee so that i can't go back to sleep. i can't nap either because i get sleep paralysis when i do. that's the opposite of sleepwalking. you have weird dreams that you're in the room you actually are in but you can't move or talk and it's just terrifying. you just keep trying to wake yourself up. yeesh. i occasionally have insomnia. I used to have it pretty bad but my medication is helping out quite a bit. unfortunately, you have to take this one pill with a bite of something fatty and if you don't take the right food with it you only get a half dose and there's no way to go to sleep without it. i somehow got the half dose last night and it was terrible. you feel so sleepy and you almost go to sleep but right at the threshold of sleep you wake up again all groggy and shit. i ended up having to take more of the med with a piece of buttered bread and finally got to sleep around 3am. whatever.
anywhoo... i'll be back later... i'm gonna go do stuff..