aaaaargh...

[onyxflame]

I dreamed last night that Jason dumped me. Most. Depressing. Dream. Ever. I kept starting to think about him, then stopping myself and going damn there's no point in that anymore, but I don't know how NOT to think about him since I've done it for so long.

I don't know whether I'd rather cry or shiver in abject terror. I want this dream to GO AWAY dammit.