ha. so you've stopped talking with me cuz i'm selfish and ignorant? excuse me for being upset that my friend doesn't even make time to talk to me. anyone would find that a tad bit upsetting, especially when i needed you and you couldn't even do as much as answering me. i tried talking with you for a week and it took you THREE days to answer a simple text message which was me asking to see if YOU'RE OKAY. That doesn't sound selfish to me. And it's been ME trying to figure out if anything is wrong with YOU, what was going on, what the problem was. That's pretty selfless, considering I was hurting from you not even making time for me. And imagine how I might take that considering how many times it has happened in the past for stupid reasons. I even asked you to call me so we could talk about all this, but you couldn't even do that for me. It's just been ME trying to solve everything when I don't get anything from you
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Don't take this personal, but I really don't feel like calling you right now. I did try and make time for you, I was the one who asked you, but it just wasn't going to work out. I see Josiah every night, and when you were like "if it'll just be you and I" it was just a complete turn-off. Then the fact that the last time you were over I had a fucking migraine & you woke me up because YOU wanted a cigarette. That was really inconsiderate. Also, when I have to work in the morning you try and keep me up. I really don't think you understand how hard that is on me. It's enough that I'm having you stay the night with me when I have to work in the morning
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How can you not understand me wanting to spend time with JUST YOU when for the past 3 weeks it's never been just us? It's always US and your boyfriend. I have NO problem with Jo, I actually like him, but I can never just spend time with MY best friend. And did you even stop to think about what it's like for me to be just sitting in the back of his car while you guys act all cuddly and lovey? I barely ever get any alone time with my boyfriend, and here I was trying to spend time with you. It is NOT wrong of me to want just time with you for ONCE in such a long time. It's not supposed to be you and your boyfriend and me. I wanted quality friendship time so I could talk to you about a lot of stuff. And how can you be upset that I leave early to go see my boyfriend when you always have your boyfriend over when I'm over trying to spend time with you? That's completely hypocritical. I see my boyfriend for about 35 minutes in school each day, and for about 8 hours on the weekend, so of course I'm going to go home to do that. Half the time
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Don't tell me about the whole "what best friends don't do". I'm not like everyone else, and I handle things differently if you haven't noticed that in the past 4 years. Have you noticed that when I used to come over to your house steven would to? Did you actually stop & think about that? I was understanding about that. One thing I also wished you would think about it actually not leaving me in the morning. BEING that you see me less than Steven. This is why I was so not for you going to nightschool, and it kind of seemed more about seeing steven more than anything. I can understand that, but I knew this was going to happen. Things suck between us, and honestly that's making us drift apart and maybe that's part of the reason why I've been getting so aggrivated lately. I'm to the point where Josiah is there for me more than you will ever be because you're at school. & I'm sure if I called you on Saturday when all that shit was happening you were probably with Steven & it wouldn't even be worth it because I'd probably be with the both of
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I shared MY views on religion, Steph. I'm SO sorry for not hating gay people the way the bible does. That's just stupid. I'm not bashing christianity, I just think a part of the bible is stupid. You and me used to talk about that but you suddenly changed and claimed to be religious all of the sudden. I have no problem with you being religious, but I didn't know I couldn't express my feelings on something. Oh and you have only come over when Steven was there, oh lets see, 3 months ago? And do you remember me asking you if you would mind if he was there? I made SURE you were okay with it before you came over. Oh and the time after that that you came over and he was there was because JOEY couldn't fuckin make it. NOT my fault. I seperate my time from Steven and you very well because I need time with both of you seperately cuz it doensn't work, AS EVERYONE KNOWS, if it's always the 3 of us. Blame whatever you want on me going to night school, but do remember you went out and got a job too and that cut down our time together A LOT. Yeah,
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