[Teen Lessons] [Lesson XIX]
Title: Teen Lessons
Pairing: Akame
Disclaimer: They're not mine. Sad but true.
Rating: NC-17 yes, finally
Summary: Kamenashi Kazuya is Akanishi Jin's favourite kohai. Jin is eighteen, Kazuya is sixteen. A little too old to still be as innocent as he is, Jin thinks. And he can - and will - take care of that.
A/N: My awesome beta is nubello sou_kiri aka guro girl this time, but I still love nubello to bits and will kick whoever doesn't D: And yes, I also love sou_kiri
Previously: Lesson I | Lesson II | Lesson III | Lesson IV | Lesson V | Lesson VI | Lesson VII | Lesson VIII | Lesson IX | Lesson X | Lesson XI | Lesson XII | Lesson XIII | Lesson XIV | Lesson XV | Lesson XVI | Lesson XVII | Lesson XVIII
Jin placed his hands around Kame’s hips and manoeuvred the boy to sit on his lap, carefully, giving him space to move away if he wanted. His boyfriend - and how Jin loved referring to him as such - had been a little wary of being too close to him, so Jin had been trying to give him some space. But enough was enough, and he had never been the most patient man ever.
Kame tensed up a little as Jin pushed his body down, closer to his own, and pressed a peck on his cheek. As the boy did not try to pull away, he kissed Kame’s lips next, slowly prying them open to slide his tongue inside. The boy moaned softly, running his arms around Jin’s neck and shifting a little, knees pushing against the cushions of the sofa.
Kame buried his face against Jin’s neck as the older boy moved a hand to doubtfully cup his cock over his jeans, squeezing gently, a little tense as he waited for Kame’s reaction. He smiled when the younger boy kissed his neck, hugging him tighter while mumbling against his skin.
“Can we… take this to the bedroom?”
It had taken Kame three weeks to let Jin touch him again.
Jin stretched lazily, yawning and taking a look at his wristwatch; almost 2am. Kame’s parents were spending the weekend at an onsen to celebrate their anniversary, and since the younger boy was not too keen on being alone all the time, he had invited Jin to spend the weekend with him. They were sprawled on the couch, but Kame would not stop zapping through the TV channels and it was getting on Jin’s nerves.
Kame yelped, offended, when Jin snatched away the remote control, grinning triumphantly. He tried to get it back, but Jin pushed him away with one arm, holding the remote out of reach as he laughed and stuck his tongue out at him, changing channels in search of something he liked. The boy yelped when Kame threw himself at him, knocking him off of the couch in an attempt to snatch the remote back. Jin yelped as he fell in a very ungracious manner, remote control squeezed under his chest.
Kame was laughing his ass off at him on the couch and Jin was about to straighten up to glare at him when a loud moan made them both freeze on the spot. Jin climbed back onto the couch, blinking surprised at the woman taking off her clothes on the screen, a man next to her stroking himself quickly at the sight. He smirked and made himself comfortable against the cushions to watch. It was not like he liked it, he was gay, but he was sure…
Jin grinned wider when Kame hit his arm rather harshly, red to the very tip of his ears but still not taking his eyes off the screen as he hissed at his boyfriend. “Jin! Change the channel, now!”
“Why~? I’m sure it’s fun!”
“Jin! You’re gay for God’s sake, change it!”
Jin grinned. “But you’re not.”
Kame huffed, crossing his arms and looking away from the screen. However, he could not shut the noises the couple made off; neither could he avoid glancing at the film every now and then. Jin watched amused how his lover’s frame stiffened more and more as time passed, until Kazuya was constantly changing his position, trying to cross his legs or using a cushion to hide the growing tent in his pyjama’s trousers. When the man on the screen squeezed one of the woman’s boobs, making her moan obscenely, and the boy could not help a little noise of his own.
Kame stood up abruptly, storming out of the living room with a furious blush on his cheeks. Jin laughed quietly before turning the TV off and following his boyfriend to the bedroom. Kame had plopped down on the baseball shaped puff in the middle of the bedroom, and Jin could not help but smirk as the boy was rubbing the front of his pants. However, he was pushed away when he tried to approach him. Jin blinked, frowning.
“Kazu?”
The younger boy stuck his tongue out at him, sliding his hand under his trousers and gasping. Jin took another step forward, but Kazuya shook his head. “You’re my guest tonight, so you have to do whatever I say. Undress.”
Jin quirked an amused eyebrow at his lover’s sudden power trip, but started shedding his clothes apart, slowly and teasingly, barely repressing a smile as he saw the blush spreading over Kazuya’s cheeks. The boy licked his lips, quickly undressing too. He was already hard, hand working on his cock slowly and lazily as he spread his legs further, getting comfortable on the puff.
“Now… Kneel down. Hands to your back.”
“What?!”
“Well, you can always go back to the film if you would rather have that.”
Jin frowned, not liking the sudden change of situation at all. It had been long since he had been in such a situation, and with a person so different from his current boyfriend... A shiver ran down his spine as he remembered, but he was not granted much time to dwell on it as Kazuya cleared his throat, reminding him of his command. Jin obeyed, forcing himself to think only about Kazuya as his arousal started to rise between his legs at the sight he was presented with. It was quite obvious Kazuya was having problems deciding what to do next, pink tongue licking his luscious lips nervously as his hands stilled for a moment. Jin smirked, snickering audibly, and it did not seem to please his little lover much. Kazuya frowned, and then his eyes lit up with an idea Jin was sure he was not going to like.
“Ne, Jin… What would you do to me right now? If I let you, of course~”
Jin licked his lips, already seeing where the situation was going. It was an exciting game, even more so when it was Kazuya, his little inexperienced Kazu-chan, doing the teasing.
“I’d kiss those lips of yours until you couldn’t breath.”
Kazuya smiled, brushing a finger over his lips, darting his tongue out after it to lick them, making them shiny with saliva. “And then?”
“Then I would kiss and suck down your neck, all the way down to your tiny nipples and play with them until they were nice and hard in my mouth.” Jin’s voice was husky with lust when he spoke, not taking his eyes away from Kazuya as the boy traced the exact path he had just described with his hands, taking a nipple between his index and thumb to roll it with his eyes closed in pleasure. Jin sneaked his hand to his front, closing it around his quickly hardening cock. His own groan mixed with Kazuya’s moans, making his lover snap his eyes open with an angry frown.
“Who said you could touch yourself?”
Jin whined, not caring about keeping his cool any longer. “But Kazu~!”
The boy smirked, hand trailing down to his cock. He stroked himself slowly, not trying to hide any of the noises that fell from his lips, being perfectly able to see how much they were affecting Jin, his lover’s cock having risen even though barely touched.
“What is it, Jin? Is this what you want?” He twisted his wrist under the head of his cock, his whole body jerking in pleasure as he moaned loudly. He trained his eyes on Jin, fondling his balls and squeezing them gently. “Or maybe you want this?”
Jin watched with wide eyes as Kazuya trailed a finger down from his balls until he reached his hole. The boy’s breath hitched as he pushed it in dry, hips jerking in pain at the intrusion. Jin was by his side a second later, grabbing his wrist to stop the boy from doing anything else.
“Kazuya! What the hell are you doing?! You’re going to hurt yourse-”
Jin could not even finish what he was saying, since Kazuya wrapped a hand around his neck to pull him up for a kiss. It was all but sweet, tongues licking and reaching everywhere they could. Kazuya whimpered softly into Jin’s mouth as the older boy slowly pulled the boy’s finger out, moving to settle in between his lover’s spread legs. Kazuya was flushed a dark shade of red as Jin trailed down to his chest, taking a hardened nipple into his mouth and sucking lightly on it.
“J- Jin…”
“Yeah?”
“You still have to do what I say…”
Jin smirked, trailing his fingers down the boy’s hard cock in fluttering touches just to see him squirm in pleasure. “Your wish is my command, Kazuya.”
Kazuya threaded his fingers through Jin’s hair, tugging a little to pull him up until they were face to face, heavy breaths mixing as their lips were almost touching.
“I want you to do me.”
Jin fell back, sitting on his heels, eyes wide and mouth gawping at the younger boy. Kazuya averted his eyes, blushing uncomfortably under his lover’s stare. He shifted a little, closing his legs out of shyness. The change of position caused the puff to suck him down a little, making his knees rise so he looked like he was trying to hide himself.
“Bu- But Kazu… You are a virgin, right? I- I… A- Are you sure…?” The boy nodded softly and Jin gulped, suddenly feeling warm all over. His virgin lover was giving his virginity to him. Jin thought he swayed a little, overwhelmed. He leaned in to kiss the boy, sweetly and passionate. “God, I love you.”
Kazuya frowned slightly as Jin got up, but the boy was back with him in less than a minute, having retrieved the lube bottle from his duffle bag. He kneeled down in front of the puff again, running his hands up and down Kazuya’s sides. His lover was trembling, excitement, expectation and apprehension making him react to even the slightest of Jin’s touches.
Jin leaned in to nuzzle the boy’s stomach, tight under his cheek. He did not even have words to start describing how he was feeling. Kazuya’s virginity. Such a treasure, something so important, so precious, so… Sacred. And Kazuya was giving it to him, of all people, to him who did not even deserve such an honour. It was not like the boy had never had sex before, but this was something different… Kazuya was giving himself to him, loving him in a completely different level. He knew it would hurt, yet he trusted Jin enough to go through it.
Jin took a deep breath. Kazuya smelled like sweat and sex, the taste of his belly salty as Jin dropped soft kisses on it. But he had to focus. He had to make it good for Kazuya. Jin straightened up, smiling down at his lover.
Jin maneuvered Kazuya to turn around; kissing the boy’s hip as he gave him a confused frown. He ran his hands over the boy’s back and kissed a little lower, on Kazuya’s buttock, hearing the boy let out a trembling sigh as he parted the fleshy cheeks, blowing air at the twitching hole. His chuckled as Kazuya gasped and jerked, the sudden motion making the weight on the puff shift, thus causing the boy to drop forward, exposing more of his ass to Jin.
Kazuya gave an undignified squeak when Jin’s tongue swept over his ass, hands clawing over the floor in a futile search of something to hold onto. He twisted his head to look at his lover, red to his hairline, but Jin was too focused on his task. He blew at the wet hole again and Kazuya moaned loudly, closing his eyes. He was not thinking clearly anymore, mind overwhelmed by the pleasure the new sensation brought to him as Jin pushed the tip of his tongue inside him. It was embarrassing, disgusting even, but he was not quite able to focus on that, every coherent thought his mind was able to form dying in a moan every time Jin’s tongue flicked over his hole.
The boy was so distracted that he barely registered the sound of the lube’s cap popping open, followed by a slick finger sliding inside him. Kazuya hissed, hips jerking forward at the intrusion. Jin’s other hand was on the small of his back a second later, rubbing gentle circles as he kissed his buttock again.
“Kazuya? Does it hurt?”
“N- No… It’s just… It’s been a little… too long since… the last time…”
Jin bit his lip, trying to carefully move his finger inside the boy. ‘A little too long’ was an understatement, and they both knew it. There had been over three months since Kazuya and he had been together like that, and the boy was tight around him, trying to muffle small whimpers of discomfort as he slowly stretched him, adding another two fingers. Jin kissed his butt again, bringing his tongue back to his hole. Kazuya gasped, tensing up for a moment before relaxing into his ministrations. Before long he was moaning unashamedly, pushing his hips back toward Jin as the older boy massaged his prostate. Jin smirked as one of his lover’s hands sneaked down and slapped it away, only to close his own hand around Kazuya’s neglected erection. The boy cried out, thrusting into his fist. Jin pulled his fingers out to flip him around, and without giving Kazuya time to question pushed his digits back inside, taking him into his mouth at the same time. Kazuya came barely a moment later, moaning his name with his head thrown back.
Jin stood up, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand as he moved to the bed, pulling back the blankets. He could feel his lover’s confused stare on him, Kazuya finally whining loudly as instead of going back with him Jin only threw the lube onto the bed, going to pick something from his bag.
“Jiiiiiin! What are you doing? Come back here!”
“No.”
“What?!”
“I’m not doing you there, Kazuya.”
“Buy why?” Kazuya whined, crossing his arms over his chest with a childish pout. “It’s comfy. And you’re taking forever!”
“I’m not taking your virginity on a baseball puff.”
“Come here and do me already, I don’t care!”
“But I do.”
Kazuya huffed and averted his eyes with a stubborn pout as Jin picked him up bridal style and kissed his forehead. He opened his mouth to snap at the older boy, but only an offended yelp left his lips when Jin dropped him onto the mattress unceremoniously. He glared, but a second later Jin was hovering over him, catching his lips in a luscious kiss. Kazuya moaned , running his arms around his lover’s shoulders and arching his torso into his touch as Jin trailed his mouth down, biting lightly on a tiny nipple and then on the other before sucking a path down to the boy’s stomach. It was tense under his lips, quivering as Kazuya took deep breaths and let them out in shaky sighs, already feeling himself hardening again. Jin nibbled around his belly button, mumbling.
“You’re shaking… Are you nervous?”
“N- No…”
Jin chuckled, biting down softly on the tender flesh to make the boy gasp. “You’re a terrible liar, Kazu-chan.”
Kazuya pouted, fingers playing distractedly with the ends of Jin’s mane before he dared to look at the other, a little concerned frown on his forehead. “M- Maybe I’m a little… scared, okay? B- but I want it!”
Jin smiled, moving up to peck Kazuya’s lips reassuringly. “I know you want it. It’s okay to be scared or nervous. I’m nervous too.”
“You? Why?”
“Because I have the most beautiful boy I’ve ever met lying under me, looking so gorgeous that he makes my head spin.”
Kazuya blushed at his boyfriend’s statement, smacking his shoulder playfully as he whined. “You’re lame.”
Jin just laughed, kissing Kazuya again. He pinned the younger boy’s hands over his head with one of his as he used the other to roll the condom over his cock and squeeze a more than generous amount of lube with the other. He positioned himself and took a deep breath, smiling down at his lover and squeezing his hands reassuringly when he started to push in steadily, keeping his eyes trained on Kazuya’s as he tried to conceal his little grunt of pain. The younger boy, however, closed them with a hiss of pain, arching off the mattress as he gripped Jin’s hand painfully tight at the burning sensation in his ass.
Kazuya choked back a sob, trying to fight the tears slowly spilling down his cheeks. He had known it would hurt, but he had not expected it to hurt that much. He tried to open his eyes, blinking away the tears, to find Jin pressed close to him, gritting his teeth together in the effort of keeping still. Despite the stretching Kazuya was tight around him, tight and warm and it felt so good that he could not stop his hips from jerking a little, causing the boy under him to cry out. Jin buried his face in the boy’s neck, breathing heavily.
“K- Kazuya… I can’t… I need to…”
Jin caught his lips with his own before starting to move in long, slow thrusts, drowning every little pained noise. As he felt the resistance gradually fading he tried to shift his hips a little, and the pitch of Kazuya’s moans changed, hips bucking on instinct to meet his thrusts. The boy let out a choked gasp at the sudden pleasure waving though him, and struggled to get his hands free to hug Jin’s shoulders, holding his lover as close as possible to his chest.
Kazuya clenched hard around Jin when the older boy closed a hand around his erection, pumping it in time with his thrusts. He gasped Jin’s name, panting heavily right over his ear. When Jin searched for his lips to kiss him it was too much for them, the pleasure, the pain, the intimacy, the moment, the greatness of what they were doing, the feeling of being connected to each other closer than ever before... Kazuya found release barely a second before Jin, white exploding behind his closed eyelids as his body jerked and relaxed, spent.
He felt Jin getting up from the bed, his sweaty body quickly cooling without the warmth of his lover, but he was too lazy to open his eyes. He did, though, when he felt two fingers sneaking in between his buttocks. He looked up at his lover frowning, a hint of concern on his voice as he spoke.
“Jin…?”
Jin smiled as he pulled back his fingers, and rubbed their noses together, lying down on the bed beside him. “Don’t worry. I only wanted to check you hadn’t torn.”
Kazuya blushed slightly at the statement, rolling onto his side to lessen the pressure on his aching lower back and snuggling closer to the boy as Jin pulled his bed’s blankets to cover them. He rested his hands on Jin’s chest, letting the older boy embrace him with a contented sigh. Kazuya looked up when he felt his lover fretting nervously, only to find the other biting his lip while looking down at him.
“Jin? Is something wrong?”
“I- I just… Th- this was also my fist time… fu- fucking… I- I mean… O- on t- top. I just… wanted you to know.”
Jin blushed when he finished, averting his eyes and suddenly feeling dumb, shifting uncomfortably on the bed as Kazuya just blinked at him. He blushed even more when the boy just laughed softly, and pouted offended until Kazuya reached up to peck his chin before circling his neck with his arms and forcing him down for a proper kiss.
“I love you, silly.”
Pairing: Akame
Disclaimer: They're not mine. Sad but true.
Rating: NC-17 yes, finally
Summary: Kamenashi Kazuya is Akanishi Jin's favourite kohai. Jin is eighteen, Kazuya is sixteen. A little too old to still be as innocent as he is, Jin thinks. And he can - and will - take care of that.
A/N: My awesome beta is nubello sou_kiri aka guro girl this time, but I still love nubello to bits and will kick whoever doesn't D: And yes, I also love sou_kiri
Previously: Lesson I | Lesson II | Lesson III | Lesson IV | Lesson V | Lesson VI | Lesson VII | Lesson VIII | Lesson IX | Lesson X | Lesson XI | Lesson XII | Lesson XIII | Lesson XIV | Lesson XV | Lesson XVI | Lesson XVII | Lesson XVIII
Jin placed his hands around Kame’s hips and manoeuvred the boy to sit on his lap, carefully, giving him space to move away if he wanted. His boyfriend - and how Jin loved referring to him as such - had been a little wary of being too close to him, so Jin had been trying to give him some space. But enough was enough, and he had never been the most patient man ever.
Kame tensed up a little as Jin pushed his body down, closer to his own, and pressed a peck on his cheek. As the boy did not try to pull away, he kissed Kame’s lips next, slowly prying them open to slide his tongue inside. The boy moaned softly, running his arms around Jin’s neck and shifting a little, knees pushing against the cushions of the sofa.
Kame buried his face against Jin’s neck as the older boy moved a hand to doubtfully cup his cock over his jeans, squeezing gently, a little tense as he waited for Kame’s reaction. He smiled when the younger boy kissed his neck, hugging him tighter while mumbling against his skin.
“Can we… take this to the bedroom?”
It had taken Kame three weeks to let Jin touch him again.
Jin stretched lazily, yawning and taking a look at his wristwatch; almost 2am. Kame’s parents were spending the weekend at an onsen to celebrate their anniversary, and since the younger boy was not too keen on being alone all the time, he had invited Jin to spend the weekend with him. They were sprawled on the couch, but Kame would not stop zapping through the TV channels and it was getting on Jin’s nerves.
Kame yelped, offended, when Jin snatched away the remote control, grinning triumphantly. He tried to get it back, but Jin pushed him away with one arm, holding the remote out of reach as he laughed and stuck his tongue out at him, changing channels in search of something he liked. The boy yelped when Kame threw himself at him, knocking him off of the couch in an attempt to snatch the remote back. Jin yelped as he fell in a very ungracious manner, remote control squeezed under his chest.
Kame was laughing his ass off at him on the couch and Jin was about to straighten up to glare at him when a loud moan made them both freeze on the spot. Jin climbed back onto the couch, blinking surprised at the woman taking off her clothes on the screen, a man next to her stroking himself quickly at the sight. He smirked and made himself comfortable against the cushions to watch. It was not like he liked it, he was gay, but he was sure…
Jin grinned wider when Kame hit his arm rather harshly, red to the very tip of his ears but still not taking his eyes off the screen as he hissed at his boyfriend. “Jin! Change the channel, now!”
“Why~? I’m sure it’s fun!”
“Jin! You’re gay for God’s sake, change it!”
Jin grinned. “But you’re not.”
Kame huffed, crossing his arms and looking away from the screen. However, he could not shut the noises the couple made off; neither could he avoid glancing at the film every now and then. Jin watched amused how his lover’s frame stiffened more and more as time passed, until Kazuya was constantly changing his position, trying to cross his legs or using a cushion to hide the growing tent in his pyjama’s trousers. When the man on the screen squeezed one of the woman’s boobs, making her moan obscenely, and the boy could not help a little noise of his own.
Kame stood up abruptly, storming out of the living room with a furious blush on his cheeks. Jin laughed quietly before turning the TV off and following his boyfriend to the bedroom. Kame had plopped down on the baseball shaped puff in the middle of the bedroom, and Jin could not help but smirk as the boy was rubbing the front of his pants. However, he was pushed away when he tried to approach him. Jin blinked, frowning.
“Kazu?”
The younger boy stuck his tongue out at him, sliding his hand under his trousers and gasping. Jin took another step forward, but Kazuya shook his head. “You’re my guest tonight, so you have to do whatever I say. Undress.”
Jin quirked an amused eyebrow at his lover’s sudden power trip, but started shedding his clothes apart, slowly and teasingly, barely repressing a smile as he saw the blush spreading over Kazuya’s cheeks. The boy licked his lips, quickly undressing too. He was already hard, hand working on his cock slowly and lazily as he spread his legs further, getting comfortable on the puff.
“Now… Kneel down. Hands to your back.”
“What?!”
“Well, you can always go back to the film if you would rather have that.”
Jin frowned, not liking the sudden change of situation at all. It had been long since he had been in such a situation, and with a person so different from his current boyfriend... A shiver ran down his spine as he remembered, but he was not granted much time to dwell on it as Kazuya cleared his throat, reminding him of his command. Jin obeyed, forcing himself to think only about Kazuya as his arousal started to rise between his legs at the sight he was presented with. It was quite obvious Kazuya was having problems deciding what to do next, pink tongue licking his luscious lips nervously as his hands stilled for a moment. Jin smirked, snickering audibly, and it did not seem to please his little lover much. Kazuya frowned, and then his eyes lit up with an idea Jin was sure he was not going to like.
“Ne, Jin… What would you do to me right now? If I let you, of course~”
Jin licked his lips, already seeing where the situation was going. It was an exciting game, even more so when it was Kazuya, his little inexperienced Kazu-chan, doing the teasing.
“I’d kiss those lips of yours until you couldn’t breath.”
Kazuya smiled, brushing a finger over his lips, darting his tongue out after it to lick them, making them shiny with saliva. “And then?”
“Then I would kiss and suck down your neck, all the way down to your tiny nipples and play with them until they were nice and hard in my mouth.” Jin’s voice was husky with lust when he spoke, not taking his eyes away from Kazuya as the boy traced the exact path he had just described with his hands, taking a nipple between his index and thumb to roll it with his eyes closed in pleasure. Jin sneaked his hand to his front, closing it around his quickly hardening cock. His own groan mixed with Kazuya’s moans, making his lover snap his eyes open with an angry frown.
“Who said you could touch yourself?”
Jin whined, not caring about keeping his cool any longer. “But Kazu~!”
The boy smirked, hand trailing down to his cock. He stroked himself slowly, not trying to hide any of the noises that fell from his lips, being perfectly able to see how much they were affecting Jin, his lover’s cock having risen even though barely touched.
“What is it, Jin? Is this what you want?” He twisted his wrist under the head of his cock, his whole body jerking in pleasure as he moaned loudly. He trained his eyes on Jin, fondling his balls and squeezing them gently. “Or maybe you want this?”
Jin watched with wide eyes as Kazuya trailed a finger down from his balls until he reached his hole. The boy’s breath hitched as he pushed it in dry, hips jerking in pain at the intrusion. Jin was by his side a second later, grabbing his wrist to stop the boy from doing anything else.
“Kazuya! What the hell are you doing?! You’re going to hurt yourse-”
Jin could not even finish what he was saying, since Kazuya wrapped a hand around his neck to pull him up for a kiss. It was all but sweet, tongues licking and reaching everywhere they could. Kazuya whimpered softly into Jin’s mouth as the older boy slowly pulled the boy’s finger out, moving to settle in between his lover’s spread legs. Kazuya was flushed a dark shade of red as Jin trailed down to his chest, taking a hardened nipple into his mouth and sucking lightly on it.
“J- Jin…”
“Yeah?”
“You still have to do what I say…”
Jin smirked, trailing his fingers down the boy’s hard cock in fluttering touches just to see him squirm in pleasure. “Your wish is my command, Kazuya.”
Kazuya threaded his fingers through Jin’s hair, tugging a little to pull him up until they were face to face, heavy breaths mixing as their lips were almost touching.
“I want you to do me.”
Jin fell back, sitting on his heels, eyes wide and mouth gawping at the younger boy. Kazuya averted his eyes, blushing uncomfortably under his lover’s stare. He shifted a little, closing his legs out of shyness. The change of position caused the puff to suck him down a little, making his knees rise so he looked like he was trying to hide himself.
“Bu- But Kazu… You are a virgin, right? I- I… A- Are you sure…?” The boy nodded softly and Jin gulped, suddenly feeling warm all over. His virgin lover was giving his virginity to him. Jin thought he swayed a little, overwhelmed. He leaned in to kiss the boy, sweetly and passionate. “God, I love you.”
Kazuya frowned slightly as Jin got up, but the boy was back with him in less than a minute, having retrieved the lube bottle from his duffle bag. He kneeled down in front of the puff again, running his hands up and down Kazuya’s sides. His lover was trembling, excitement, expectation and apprehension making him react to even the slightest of Jin’s touches.
Jin leaned in to nuzzle the boy’s stomach, tight under his cheek. He did not even have words to start describing how he was feeling. Kazuya’s virginity. Such a treasure, something so important, so precious, so… Sacred. And Kazuya was giving it to him, of all people, to him who did not even deserve such an honour. It was not like the boy had never had sex before, but this was something different… Kazuya was giving himself to him, loving him in a completely different level. He knew it would hurt, yet he trusted Jin enough to go through it.
Jin took a deep breath. Kazuya smelled like sweat and sex, the taste of his belly salty as Jin dropped soft kisses on it. But he had to focus. He had to make it good for Kazuya. Jin straightened up, smiling down at his lover.
Jin maneuvered Kazuya to turn around; kissing the boy’s hip as he gave him a confused frown. He ran his hands over the boy’s back and kissed a little lower, on Kazuya’s buttock, hearing the boy let out a trembling sigh as he parted the fleshy cheeks, blowing air at the twitching hole. His chuckled as Kazuya gasped and jerked, the sudden motion making the weight on the puff shift, thus causing the boy to drop forward, exposing more of his ass to Jin.
Kazuya gave an undignified squeak when Jin’s tongue swept over his ass, hands clawing over the floor in a futile search of something to hold onto. He twisted his head to look at his lover, red to his hairline, but Jin was too focused on his task. He blew at the wet hole again and Kazuya moaned loudly, closing his eyes. He was not thinking clearly anymore, mind overwhelmed by the pleasure the new sensation brought to him as Jin pushed the tip of his tongue inside him. It was embarrassing, disgusting even, but he was not quite able to focus on that, every coherent thought his mind was able to form dying in a moan every time Jin’s tongue flicked over his hole.
The boy was so distracted that he barely registered the sound of the lube’s cap popping open, followed by a slick finger sliding inside him. Kazuya hissed, hips jerking forward at the intrusion. Jin’s other hand was on the small of his back a second later, rubbing gentle circles as he kissed his buttock again.
“Kazuya? Does it hurt?”
“N- No… It’s just… It’s been a little… too long since… the last time…”
Jin bit his lip, trying to carefully move his finger inside the boy. ‘A little too long’ was an understatement, and they both knew it. There had been over three months since Kazuya and he had been together like that, and the boy was tight around him, trying to muffle small whimpers of discomfort as he slowly stretched him, adding another two fingers. Jin kissed his butt again, bringing his tongue back to his hole. Kazuya gasped, tensing up for a moment before relaxing into his ministrations. Before long he was moaning unashamedly, pushing his hips back toward Jin as the older boy massaged his prostate. Jin smirked as one of his lover’s hands sneaked down and slapped it away, only to close his own hand around Kazuya’s neglected erection. The boy cried out, thrusting into his fist. Jin pulled his fingers out to flip him around, and without giving Kazuya time to question pushed his digits back inside, taking him into his mouth at the same time. Kazuya came barely a moment later, moaning his name with his head thrown back.
Jin stood up, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand as he moved to the bed, pulling back the blankets. He could feel his lover’s confused stare on him, Kazuya finally whining loudly as instead of going back with him Jin only threw the lube onto the bed, going to pick something from his bag.
“Jiiiiiin! What are you doing? Come back here!”
“No.”
“What?!”
“I’m not doing you there, Kazuya.”
“Buy why?” Kazuya whined, crossing his arms over his chest with a childish pout. “It’s comfy. And you’re taking forever!”
“I’m not taking your virginity on a baseball puff.”
“Come here and do me already, I don’t care!”
“But I do.”
Kazuya huffed and averted his eyes with a stubborn pout as Jin picked him up bridal style and kissed his forehead. He opened his mouth to snap at the older boy, but only an offended yelp left his lips when Jin dropped him onto the mattress unceremoniously. He glared, but a second later Jin was hovering over him, catching his lips in a luscious kiss. Kazuya moaned , running his arms around his lover’s shoulders and arching his torso into his touch as Jin trailed his mouth down, biting lightly on a tiny nipple and then on the other before sucking a path down to the boy’s stomach. It was tense under his lips, quivering as Kazuya took deep breaths and let them out in shaky sighs, already feeling himself hardening again. Jin nibbled around his belly button, mumbling.
“You’re shaking… Are you nervous?”
“N- No…”
Jin chuckled, biting down softly on the tender flesh to make the boy gasp. “You’re a terrible liar, Kazu-chan.”
Kazuya pouted, fingers playing distractedly with the ends of Jin’s mane before he dared to look at the other, a little concerned frown on his forehead. “M- Maybe I’m a little… scared, okay? B- but I want it!”
Jin smiled, moving up to peck Kazuya’s lips reassuringly. “I know you want it. It’s okay to be scared or nervous. I’m nervous too.”
“You? Why?”
“Because I have the most beautiful boy I’ve ever met lying under me, looking so gorgeous that he makes my head spin.”
Kazuya blushed at his boyfriend’s statement, smacking his shoulder playfully as he whined. “You’re lame.”
Jin just laughed, kissing Kazuya again. He pinned the younger boy’s hands over his head with one of his as he used the other to roll the condom over his cock and squeeze a more than generous amount of lube with the other. He positioned himself and took a deep breath, smiling down at his lover and squeezing his hands reassuringly when he started to push in steadily, keeping his eyes trained on Kazuya’s as he tried to conceal his little grunt of pain. The younger boy, however, closed them with a hiss of pain, arching off the mattress as he gripped Jin’s hand painfully tight at the burning sensation in his ass.
Kazuya choked back a sob, trying to fight the tears slowly spilling down his cheeks. He had known it would hurt, but he had not expected it to hurt that much. He tried to open his eyes, blinking away the tears, to find Jin pressed close to him, gritting his teeth together in the effort of keeping still. Despite the stretching Kazuya was tight around him, tight and warm and it felt so good that he could not stop his hips from jerking a little, causing the boy under him to cry out. Jin buried his face in the boy’s neck, breathing heavily.
“K- Kazuya… I can’t… I need to…”
Jin caught his lips with his own before starting to move in long, slow thrusts, drowning every little pained noise. As he felt the resistance gradually fading he tried to shift his hips a little, and the pitch of Kazuya’s moans changed, hips bucking on instinct to meet his thrusts. The boy let out a choked gasp at the sudden pleasure waving though him, and struggled to get his hands free to hug Jin’s shoulders, holding his lover as close as possible to his chest.
Kazuya clenched hard around Jin when the older boy closed a hand around his erection, pumping it in time with his thrusts. He gasped Jin’s name, panting heavily right over his ear. When Jin searched for his lips to kiss him it was too much for them, the pleasure, the pain, the intimacy, the moment, the greatness of what they were doing, the feeling of being connected to each other closer than ever before... Kazuya found release barely a second before Jin, white exploding behind his closed eyelids as his body jerked and relaxed, spent.
He felt Jin getting up from the bed, his sweaty body quickly cooling without the warmth of his lover, but he was too lazy to open his eyes. He did, though, when he felt two fingers sneaking in between his buttocks. He looked up at his lover frowning, a hint of concern on his voice as he spoke.
“Jin…?”
Jin smiled as he pulled back his fingers, and rubbed their noses together, lying down on the bed beside him. “Don’t worry. I only wanted to check you hadn’t torn.”
Kazuya blushed slightly at the statement, rolling onto his side to lessen the pressure on his aching lower back and snuggling closer to the boy as Jin pulled his bed’s blankets to cover them. He rested his hands on Jin’s chest, letting the older boy embrace him with a contented sigh. Kazuya looked up when he felt his lover fretting nervously, only to find the other biting his lip while looking down at him.
“Jin? Is something wrong?”
“I- I just… Th- this was also my fist time… fu- fucking… I- I mean… O- on t- top. I just… wanted you to know.”
Jin blushed when he finished, averting his eyes and suddenly feeling dumb, shifting uncomfortably on the bed as Kazuya just blinked at him. He blushed even more when the boy just laughed softly, and pouted offended until Kazuya reached up to peck his chin before circling his neck with his arms and forcing him down for a proper kiss.
“I love you, silly.”