monogaphobia
today, i discovered that open marriages exist irl. like, that's a real thing. people do that. people are okay with that. like, having a "wife" and a "girl" and a "monday" idk how it works actually. but it's real. what the actual fuck? my mind is kind of blown.
i've never even considered the idea of having your emotional, financial, sexual, intellectual, whatever else needs fulfilled by not the same person. idk is that different than what people in the past did with concubines or multiple wives and whatnot? i'm so confused. i'm not sure if my head hurts because of all the mind blowing DDT that went down tonight or just because of the booze. either way, i''m so glad to have female friends again. like, people with whom shit can get real and there is legit no judgement. no such thing as TMI. and i don't even know the majority of the people i hung out with tonight. i'm so thankful to have decent social skills rofl.
but it does make me miss my girls. maybe it's late night sappiness seeping through, but they really are irreplaceable. it's just unforch they can't be around all the time. like now. when i really do need the support...
i've never even considered the idea of having your emotional, financial, sexual, intellectual, whatever else needs fulfilled by not the same person. idk is that different than what people in the past did with concubines or multiple wives and whatnot? i'm so confused. i'm not sure if my head hurts because of all the mind blowing DDT that went down tonight or just because of the booze. either way, i''m so glad to have female friends again. like, people with whom shit can get real and there is legit no judgement. no such thing as TMI. and i don't even know the majority of the people i hung out with tonight. i'm so thankful to have decent social skills rofl.
but it does make me miss my girls. maybe it's late night sappiness seeping through, but they really are irreplaceable. it's just unforch they can't be around all the time. like now. when i really do need the support...