[fanfic] It was fate. (15/15) - Final

[oneterrorist]

Rating : nc17
Disclaimer: nothing is mine D: only forming sentences out of words someone else made.
NOTE: THERE IS A SPAN OF 5 MONTHS FROM THE LAST CHAPTER TO THIS ONE. just saying, before anyone gets confused :S the long awaited nc17 chapter^^V
Beta Reader : Myself D:

"Ohno,"

"What?"

"When are you going to tell your parents about this?"

"About what?"

"That I moved into your apartment..."

"I don't know,"

"It's been 2 months already,"

"I know,"

"They'll get mad,"

"Most probably,"

Silence filled the room, Nino didn't want to talk about it, but he had no choice, it had to be done. In fact, there wasn't a single day when he didn't think about it, and that itself was driving him crazy. He never told Ohno, not that he didn't rely or trust on him, but because he never found the right chance to ask. Today somehow was different, Nino felt it, yet he had no idea why, he just did. Them both laying in bed, snuggling close to each other, there was bound to be no disruptions. Nino still didn't have the words organized in his head, and before he could think of a proper sentence, Ohno asked, "Do you want me to tell them? Does it bother you that much?" He was not looking directly at Nino, something he hadn't done since they had woken up and had started their small conversation.

Having nothing more to say, for Ohno had just read his mind, he just nodded and looked at Ohno with his puppy eyes.

"Today?"

"Today!?" Nino repeated, surprised at the sudden turn of events.

"If I don't, you'll keep on worrying," Ohno grabbed Nino's hand and placed it on his chest again and held it tightly.

"But..." Nino started, and before he was given the chance to say more, Ohno interrupted, "I'll go in a couple of hours, it's Sunday, they don't work today."

"But..." Again, Nino started, wanting to make some sense in Ohno, since there was no guarantee they'd be home since it was so sudden.

"Don't worry, leave it up to me," Ohno moved his head a little, giving Nino a small peck on the lips. Now Nino had nothing to say. At that very moment, Ohno seemed so dependable, so different from his usual sleepy and forgettable self.

He slid closer to Ohno, if that was even possible, and circled his arm around Ohno's waist, head lying on Ohno's chest.

Breaking the silence that had been going on for 5 minutes already, Nino started, "you know..." He waited for a response, to check if Ohno was sleeping or not, for he had his eyes closed already.

"What is it?" He opened one eye to look at his lover who was looking back at him from his chest.

He, Nino, looked away, then said silently,"it would've been nice if we were like that stupid couple," then let out an apathetic dry laugh.

It took Ohno some time to know who Nino was talking about, "oh... you mean Sho and Aiba?" he still asked, eyes now closed again, with one hand underneath his head and the other placed on top of Nino's fluffy hair.

Nino moved his head, nodding in a small motion, and said in a melancholic tone, "They're so open about their relationship, yesterday Aiba told me he took Sho to his family's restaurant."

Now Ohno started playing with Nino's hair, burying his fingers deep in his hair, while Nino continued with both a tone of melancholia and envy, "'It would've been nice if we were like that,' is what I think whenever I see them."

It was now obvious how depressed Nino had just become from his tone of voice, so Ohno added his random comment, hoping it'd cheer him up a little, "Maybe, but they don't live together." With that being said, Ohno pulled Nino into a lustful kiss, yet at the same time he tried to make him understand that there was no reason to worry about those -from Ohno's perspective- meaningless things.

Nino had barely shown any reaction during their kiss, and when they finally broke apart, he said in a stern voice, looking directly into Ohno's eyes, "Ohno."

Ohno raised his hands into the air in defeat, placed them down after a couple of seconds and pulled Nino close to him and kissed his forehead and then said with an apologetic smile, "I know, I'm sorry," and pressed his forehead against Nino's while they smiled shyly at each other.

Ohno ruffled Nino's hair and stood up from their bed and walked towards the restroom. On the other hand, Nino buried his face in the pillow with face flustered, controlling his urge from jumping on Ohno at that very moment. Not seconds after, the shower could be heard from the restroom, Ohno was now more than getting ready to go meet his parents in a couple of hours, for he needed to leave early since they lived somewhat far.

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"I'm going now," Ohno could be heard from the entrance.

At hearing his voice, Nino came to where Ohno was at, who was putting on his shoes, and said, "Don't do or say anything unnecessary." It was after that that he noticed he probably sounded like a housewife seeing off his husband when going job hunting.

Ohno was gone, fifteen minutes just passed by, so Nino started playing Mario Bros. out of desperation as he waited for Ohno to returned. One hour, Two hours, Three hours had gone by, yet Ohno had yet to call. Tired of it all, he let go of the wii control and threw his arms backward, landing on his back against the cold floor. Not taking notice of the time he spent laying down with eyes closed, he slowly drifted to sleep.

Having awoken from his small nap, he noticed Ohno had yet to come, so he decided to take a warm bath to prepare himself with anything that await him the moment Ohno would come back.

Just as he was dressing himself, feeling fresh, he heard the door and a small, "Tadaima," in a familiar voice. He pretended not to hear him, to make it seem as if he hadn't been dead worried.

"You're here?" Ohno opened the door to their bedroom, just as Nino was about to open it himself and walked towards the living room, sitting comfortably on the couch with a towel around his neck just below his still wet and messy hair.

Ohno silently follows and sits besides him with a face showing that it didn't go well. Nino finally asks, "So... how was it?" in a low voice, wanting to know exactly what happened, yet at the same time he didn't.

"It was no good," Ohno said with a tone of sadness in his voice. Before Nino knew it, within Ohno's eyes, tears were starting to be formed. 'They must've argued a lot,' Nino thought as he saw Ohno trying to fight back his tears. He hugged him tightly, and to Nino's delight, Ohno willingly returned the hug, just as tight. Not knowing how to cheer up his boyfriend who seemed of having no intention of explaining what just happened back home, he thought about finally giving Ohno what he -well, both- wanted for the last couple of months, or even before that.

What Nino was thinking of was to finally let Ohno take him. It wasn't just because the latter was obviously crushed at the moment, but while he was taking a bath, he had already giving it thought. Seeing Ohno in such a vulnerable state, all his insecurities of having sex with Ohno disappeared. The insecurities he had gained two years ago after their break up, of blaming himself all this time, that Ohno just wanted to mess with him and then throw him away, at least that's how he had interpreted his break up with Ohno until the latter explained the real reason just recently. He was also afraid, not by the action itself, but afraid of what had happened before, during that restroom stall, where they were making out on just the first date; that Ohno was satisfied with messing around with just about anyone and then throw them away.

That's what he had kept to himself all this time, yet, at this very moment, they all went away as he started nibbling Ohno's ear during their touching and emotional embrace. Ohno tried his best not to react, for it was already Nino's habit of doing that, so he didn't get his hopes up like the first time Nino tried it. With just that action, Ohno's tears in his eyes disappeared in just a blink of an eye.

"Let's go to bed," he took him by the hand and guided the way. To Ohno, it was just like any other night, Nino being a tease, nothing new. The moment they were in bed, they were already cuddling to close to each other, with no personal space whatsoever, not that they ever had to begin with.

"ne," Nino suddenly spoke, not letting this night go by after he had finally mentally prepared himself after so long. After knowing Ohno was still awake, he continued, "Don't you think it's about time to stop using the bed for just sleeping?" He had said so in a seductive voice, he admitted, yet the other didn't get the message, "What do you mean?" He asked.

"Nothing," Nino pouted, making it obvious for the other to know he had said something wrong, and pulled the cover over his fair body.

Ohno thought about what Nino had just said for more than three minutes, making Nino more and more annoyed by the second. He finally got it, or at least thought that was the correct answer, and asked, dumbfounded by what Nino had just said, "You mean... that you..." and before he could finish Nino said in a loud voice, "I meant nothing," and closed his eyes harder, now frowning.

"Kazu..." Ohno shook him a little, wanting attention from his lover. "Kazu, let me see your face," Ohno said in a gentle voice, and at hearing that, Nino loosened his grip on the cover which was covering his face. Just as he predicted, Ohno slowly took the cover away from both Nino's face and body.

He looks up at Ohno and is surprised to see Ohno is staring at him. He quickly looks down again and feels his cheeks burning. 'Why did I have to listen to him?' Nino cursed inside his mind. Nino stayed at the same spot, afraid that if he moved it would become awkward.

While Nino was busy cursing inside his mind, he didn’t realize that Ohno has cupped his chin and lifted his face parallel to his. Nino could feel his cheeks burning hotly when Ohno stared at him like that. Ohno then closed the distance between them and kissed Nino. Their kiss has been slowly and passionately in the morning, yet this kiss was pure and full of love. 'This mood is good, right?' Nino asked himself in his mind. He was now ready, after all, Ohno had been waiting for him long enough.

Ohno suddenly got on top of him, which had happened without them breaking the connection of their lips. Ohno softly bit and explored Nino's warm mouth, receiving a soft moan which escaped from Nino lips, just then, Ohno suddenly stopped.

“Why did you stop?” Nino asks in confusion.

“But in the morning you said..."

“But I didn't stop you now, did I?" He tried to say as if it was just a walk around the park, yet he was given away by his obvious blush in his cheeks.

'So cute,' Ohno thought with a grin on his face and kissed Nino again.

Ohno parted Nino's lips with his tongue and then curled his tongue inside Nino's mouth. Making it no wonder that Nino had some difficulty to breath whenever Ohno kept kissing him like that, for he always started panting after they start kissing passionately.

Wanting more, Ohno moves his lips lower, laying a few kisses on Nino's neck, leaving love marks here and there in places that would be seen even with a shirt on. A shy moan then escaped from Nino's lips. Not being sure of what to do, Nino curled his hand around Ohno's neck and let Ohno take the lead. Slowly, Ohno unbuttoned Nino's shirt and left even more love marks on every inch of skin that had just been exposed. Noticing how Ohno wanted him so much and how the room seemed hotter and hotter, Nino could feel his pants start to tighten.

He now starts stripping Nino from the clothes he had just put on not much ago and started traveling his hands all over Nino's body. Leaving all the lust behind, Nino starts feeling a bit shy, for Ohno kept staring at him, who was naked already. It was their first time together, after all and Nino secretly thanked that Ohno had understood him without ever questioning why he suddenly wanted to take it slowly.

Contrast to Nino's thoughts, Ohno moved down Nino's body, circling and biting softly Nino's nipples. Nino's eyes turned half lidded and let's out a soft gasp. Feeling a little bit overdress, Ohno strips himself from his shirt and pants. Even though Nino had seen him around the apartment shirtless, tonight, it was totally a different feeling, that Nino can’t help but stare at Ohno's body.

Ohno lifted Nino's thigh, laying a kiss on it. He moved more closely to Nino's crotch and engulfed Nino's cock inside his mouth. Nino had to hold himself from moaning loudly when Ohno started licking and sucking him like that. All of that made Nino feel close to his orgasm already, but before anything leaked out completely, Ohno releases his leaking member from his mouth. A frustrated sigh escaped from Nino's lips. "I'll give you even more later," Ohno said after he noticed Nino's reaction. That familiar embarrassment came back to him once again, for it had been a while since Ohno talked dirty.

Ohno lifted Nino's legs higher until he sees Nino's inviting hole, of course, more than inviting, it also looked tight. Ohno moved down and licked it, making Nino squirm under Ohno. Ohno groped inside the drawer and pulled out a bottle of lube, making Nino wonder since when he had that prepared. Ohno poured an amount on his hand and rubbed it at Nino's entrance. "I'll start, okay?" Ohno asked for confirmation.

Nino just nods trying to able to endure the pain that he knows is about to come. When he feels Ohno's long finger invade him, he starts biting his lips to bare the pain and restrain from pushing Ohno aside. Ohno slowly tried his best to loose Nino, wanting to refrain from hurting his lover. He slid a second finger and then the third finger. While fingering Nino, Ohno distracts Nino with a passionate kiss, making Nino not feel as much pain. After Ohno feels that Nino is loose enough, he grabs his leaking member, getting ready for his next action.

“I’m going in,” Ohno warns and pushes his lubed cock slowly inside Nino's entrance, while Nino's hands grip tightly the sheets to endure the pain. His head fall back, forming an arc, showing his neck completely to Ohno, who can’t help but admire Nino's beauty. Ohno starts moving slowly to be fully buried inside Nino, but when he sees Nino's face in pain, he stops for a while to let Nino to get used to his length.

A few seconds passed and now Ohno pushes his length inside and out of Nino's entrance. The moans that escaped from Nino's lips had clearly become moans those of pleasure. Now when Ohno had finally hit his prostate, he felt the greatest pleasure, making it seem that all the pain that he had been through had paid off and if he could give the definition of happiness, this would it. Merciless of distracting Nino from his thoughts, Ohno's pace was getting faster as he was close to his climax. Moving his other hand on Nino's leaking cock, who was screaming for attention not two seconds ago. After three hard thrusts from Ohno, Nino has spurt his cum on Ohno's hand. When coming, he unintentionally tightened his hole around Ohno's length, which made Ohno lose control and cum inside Nino. Seeing how his unintentional act made Ohno cum so easily, he felt pleased with himself and also by the fact that earlier that day, Ohno had been crying, and now he had brought him bliss, pleasure and happiness all at the same time.

Ohno slowly pulled out from Nino and handed him tissues to clean himself. After they cleaned themselves, they stayed laying together on bed facing each other with the cover just above their shoulders. "Are you okay?" Ohno asked with a worried expression.

"Of course," Nino responded, trying to hide the fact that both his back and butt hurt like hell. "If Aiba was able to endure it and be like nothing the next day, why wouldn't I?" Nino thought out loud, not wanting to hurt his pride.

"Eh!?" Ohno was completely in shock, but didn't move from his spot, and asked, "How do you know!?"

"I have my connections," Nino responded smugly.

"No, really, tell me," Ohno persisted, feeling glad for his friend, Sho, for having finally found someone he loved, but still feeling upset by the fact that Sho hadn't told him anything.

"You can tell by how they act actually," said Nino with a face of disbelieve, not believing how Ohno hadn't noticed at all. Upon hearing that, Ohno just became more confused, recalling how they had been acting, and he must admit they were somewhat suspicious, but he decided to let it go.

"But more importantly," Nino caressed Ohno's cheek softly, "Remember that day, 5 months ago, after we started dating again and went to my house?" Ohno nodded in response, so Nino continued, "Then I said at the park that I was actually testing you?" Now this took some thinking from Ohno, Nino waited, it happened all the time after all. Then Ohno suddenly spoke, "When Sho and Aiba came and we hid?"

He even remembered that... Nino was somewhat impressed.

"What about that?" Ohno asked as he moved, still naked, and leaned against the bed's headboard, inviting Nino to sit between his legs, Nino's back against his chest.

Nino obediently followed and from behind, Ohno embraced him lovingly. "Actually..." Nino organized his words and began, "it was to see if you really loved me, if you'd stay with me even after I said 'no sex.'"

Hearing Nino's words, he once again noticed how much he had hurt him, and tightened his embrace, telling him in a whisper, lips against his ear, "I love you, I'll always do, no matter what." Nino became confused, not sure what had caused him to blush so hard, what is that whisper? or the lips against his weak spot, the ears? or that fact that they had just had sex? or the fact that Ohno confessed his love in the most earnest way he could think of? Heck, he doubted it was just one reason, it had surely been all those four reasons that had him blush far more than usual.

He grabbed one of Ohno's hands and leaned his cheek against it, caressing his hand slowly and lovingly.

Ohno brought Nino back to reality when he asked, "What about you?"

"I... I lo-lo..." Nino sighed, cursing himself for not being able to say a simple 'I love you too.'

"I get it," Ohno smiled directly at Nino, who one way or another was no longer in between Ohno's legs and embrace.

"Let's sleep already," He laid down, waiting for Ohno to follow and offer his arm so he, Nino, could as a pillow.

Ohno laid on his right side while his right arms was used as a pillow for his lover, with the other arm around his waist. Snuggling closer than ever under the cover, Nino's forehead was pressed against Ohno's chest, inhaling Ohno's sweet yet manly perfume.

"We have Satou on our side, he promised he would try to make some sense into them," he finally spoke, and then promised, "I won't let them separate us," he started caressing Nino's hair, making the latter sleepy, and explained, "Because I love you,” and then kissed the top of Nino's head.

"I love you too," Nino said sleepily and slowly drifted to sleep after a long and active day.

Ohno then stayed awake for thirty more minutes, thinking about what the future would await them both, that he would do whatever it takes to have his parents accept their relationship. Even though back then, two years ago, he was told to write cruel things to Nino while being watched from behind, within, he regret not adding a small 'i still love you' before Nino cut off his connection with him. He also thought of how they were brought back together by time even after such a long time and both still had feelings for each other. As if knowing exactly what Ohno was feeling and thinking at the moment, Nino stirred from his sleep, but not completely awake, and hugged Ohno closer, making him realize that he didn't need to think about such things, after all, he had his most loved person sleeping right besides him.

Yes, he was sure of it, falling in love with Nino, it was fate.

FIRST OF ALL, A HUGE THANKS TO g_na94 FOR WRITING ME SUCH AWESOME SMUT (though i moved some things here and there)
okay, so i asked around what a happy ending was, and they told me... what i wrote was a happy ending, they only told me two happy endings, where they do it and where they all die xDD and of course i wouldnt kill them all since this is a happy fluff fanfic xD
>I hope i didn't disappoint many with my ending, since I tried my best to not leave anything unanswered D:
This chapter, i had in mind since the very first chapter though some things changed in the process, but i wanted to make it that they lived together, at first i planned on making it another 2yrs instead of 5months, but... yeah :S
comments, critics, spam, flails, whatever is always welcomed :) *goes off to finish 8uppers*

*shamelessly promotes her new fanfic again* Masaki and the pudding factory prologue and chapter 1 are already up and I'll update tomorrow Tuesday :P
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