for now for now.
OH HAPPY DAY! Some news can be so so much. Some news can lift you out of any funk this world can dream up. So all I can say is thank you.
I am tired of being such an emotional drifter. I refuse to attach to just one boy since none of the ones I've yet encountered can really be everything. So I take the best of each and see them when convenient.
This is exhausting. And disappointing. And unfair. To them. To me.
The lure and luxury of being free.
You are really just trying to get back what you had before.
- This is my face. Covered in freckles. With the occasional spot. And some veins
This is my body. Covered in skin. And not all of it. You can see.
This, is my mind. It goes over and over. The same old lines
And, this, is my brain. It's torturous analytical thoughts. Make me go insane
I've got nostalgic pavements. I've got familiar faces. I've got a mixed-up memory. And I've got favorite places
This is my face. I've got a thousand opinions. And not the time to explain
And this is my body. And no matter how you try and disable it. Yes I'll still be here
Yes, this, is my mind. And although you try to infringe. You cannot confine
And, this, is my brain. And even if you try and hold me back. There's nothing that you can gain. -
Finals are approaching with violent speed. I am really feeling alright about this. I am excited for these classes to be done. I am thrilled for Christmas break. I am ready for a nap.