fight, fight, fight, at all costs
I feel extremely happy. I've learned true happiness isn't so easy to come by when yer not surrounded by the people you are madly in love with on a day to day basis. People I am madly in love with, you know who you goddamn are.
I also feel conflicted.
How do you respond to someone who expects to suddenly be part of yer life once again? Somone that dropped you like you weren't worth a damn. Someone who can't even pick up the fucking phone to tell you that their plan to leave the country has been post-poned till February. And the more you hear about them, the more humiliated you are that you never had a fucking clue about what was really going on. Keep in mind that they had a firm hold on yer brain and yer heart for months. Keep in mind that its not as easy as it seems because they slept one beautiful summer by your side. Keep in mind that deep down, you've already forgiven them for everything and anything. Keep in mind that it's pretty simple. Because when it comes down to it....they are yer friend. You love their stupid crooked smile and their stupid patchy beard. And sometimes that is enough.
Also, I am trying to figure out housing next year. Gotta live off-campus. That is apparent enough.
I also feel conflicted.
How do you respond to someone who expects to suddenly be part of yer life once again? Somone that dropped you like you weren't worth a damn. Someone who can't even pick up the fucking phone to tell you that their plan to leave the country has been post-poned till February. And the more you hear about them, the more humiliated you are that you never had a fucking clue about what was really going on. Keep in mind that they had a firm hold on yer brain and yer heart for months. Keep in mind that its not as easy as it seems because they slept one beautiful summer by your side. Keep in mind that deep down, you've already forgiven them for everything and anything. Keep in mind that it's pretty simple. Because when it comes down to it....they are yer friend. You love their stupid crooked smile and their stupid patchy beard. And sometimes that is enough.
Also, I am trying to figure out housing next year. Gotta live off-campus. That is apparent enough.