the long and winding road
Why didn't I consider certain things I knew about myself more seriously before I chose a college? The enormity of Michigan State is overwhelming. At the end of the day, I just don't feel great.
So many people seem to be so sure. Sure about what they're doing and where they're doing it. I am not. And that is terrifying. I guess I just feel alone. Sure, I've met some really great people. But I just don't feel at home here. I'm not saying that things won't get better. Or that they're even that bad to begin with. And I know this is only the second week. But I miss my Mom. And my brothers. And my cat. And my friends. And the way things used to be.
So many people seem to be so sure. Sure about what they're doing and where they're doing it. I am not. And that is terrifying. I guess I just feel alone. Sure, I've met some really great people. But I just don't feel at home here. I'm not saying that things won't get better. Or that they're even that bad to begin with. And I know this is only the second week. But I miss my Mom. And my brothers. And my cat. And my friends. And the way things used to be.