what is wrong with me
so months now he hasnt called. two and a half years to not even get a fuck off or anything. the worst part is that i had to go through treatment without him. just at the word cancer he ran. so now after months and months of wanting , wishing , waiting... i got on eharmony. i am not sure if this is a great idea or a crazy one. part of me says i am not giving him the benefit of the doubt but part of me said fuck it ...you went through treatment alone. and now everyone i know is dating someone...including jose and my son!! my son holds hands with this little girl and he kisses her on the cheek all the time. that is more action than i have seen in months. why cant i meet someone normal and someone who doesnt just seem to be a great person but actually is.