wow... that was fast
as badly as i was freaking out yesterday and as frustrated as ive been....
im over it.
im over him.
dont get me wrong, if i found out he liked me then id do something about it. but if he doesnt, i dont care. i honest to god dont care.
ive got so many other things to focus on. actually doing homework and not failing... thats a good one. taking care of myself, thats another ive been really bad about. well, no more. its all me right now. and when the boys come flockin (come on, ya know they will :-p) ill be all strong to beat them off (with sticks, not like that marcella.... well, maybe like that. ya never know)
so. i love everybody. including me. how crazy is that?
im over it.
im over him.
dont get me wrong, if i found out he liked me then id do something about it. but if he doesnt, i dont care. i honest to god dont care.
ive got so many other things to focus on. actually doing homework and not failing... thats a good one. taking care of myself, thats another ive been really bad about. well, no more. its all me right now. and when the boys come flockin (come on, ya know they will :-p) ill be all strong to beat them off (with sticks, not like that marcella.... well, maybe like that. ya never know)
so. i love everybody. including me. how crazy is that?