oh no you di-en.
so ill admit, that last entry i wrote.. pretty fucking dumb.
im frustrated with life lately. things dont feel fair and i just feel helpless. its easy to get caught up in bullshit. especially when you're me.
i wish that knowing things were not right could make them better. it seems like my life has never been shittier. helpless. and i just want to throw in the towel. everything is too hard, and i dont understand and i just dont want to deal.
i am selfish and cruel and probably dont even deserve to be happy, but whatever, for what its worth on livejournal (which i know isnt much). im sorry for putting my destructive thoughts out there.
im frustrated with life lately. things dont feel fair and i just feel helpless. its easy to get caught up in bullshit. especially when you're me.
i wish that knowing things were not right could make them better. it seems like my life has never been shittier. helpless. and i just want to throw in the towel. everything is too hard, and i dont understand and i just dont want to deal.
i am selfish and cruel and probably dont even deserve to be happy, but whatever, for what its worth on livejournal (which i know isnt much). im sorry for putting my destructive thoughts out there.