The burden/joy of the heirship
The Pagan in me is speaking strongly tonight of the future. In this sense, the future means the family line.
For those who are not informed, of the grandchildren on my father's side of the family, I am the only male. I have a sister and a female cousin, and none else. My cousin will soon marry. Though she will marry to a man who my family and I adore, it will nonetheless mean the loss of a Paytas so to speak. My sister may marry her name away, but mine will remain.
Therefore, the fate of the Paytas line lies with me. I have the power to end or continue my family's line. But dear readers...my intention does not lie in the former. I want the Paytas name to continue for generations. There is stress upon me, but I feel less stress knowing that it is my genuine desire to continue my house, so to speak. My noble Hungarian line will continue!
It is natural I feel to feel such affinity towards one's family line amongst the Pagan community. By continuing my line, hopefully with at least one male heir, I will be doing my ancestors justice by continuing whatever work they may have strived to achieve. I cannot help but feel great pride. I hope this resonates amongst my Pagan brothers and sisters alike.
Music: Satyricon-Into the Mighty Forest
For those who are not informed, of the grandchildren on my father's side of the family, I am the only male. I have a sister and a female cousin, and none else. My cousin will soon marry. Though she will marry to a man who my family and I adore, it will nonetheless mean the loss of a Paytas so to speak. My sister may marry her name away, but mine will remain.
Therefore, the fate of the Paytas line lies with me. I have the power to end or continue my family's line. But dear readers...my intention does not lie in the former. I want the Paytas name to continue for generations. There is stress upon me, but I feel less stress knowing that it is my genuine desire to continue my house, so to speak. My noble Hungarian line will continue!
It is natural I feel to feel such affinity towards one's family line amongst the Pagan community. By continuing my line, hopefully with at least one male heir, I will be doing my ancestors justice by continuing whatever work they may have strived to achieve. I cannot help but feel great pride. I hope this resonates amongst my Pagan brothers and sisters alike.
Music: Satyricon-Into the Mighty Forest