Jun 13, 2005 21:50
zachary, dear zachary. the way i feel when im in your arms is something i cant describe. its a beauitiful feeling, you make me feel so comfortable with myself. though i cant help but feel like im making you nervous afterwards. when you stopped today, and said you couldnt do it...i thought i saw you then, the real you, what you wanted and didnt want. but i was wrong, i showed you what you could be, and that you could push away that feeling of pressure from the expectations you get from everyone. you have no expectations when you're with me zachary, just know that. you know how you asked if i felt weird seeing you like....that? well the truth is i do, but not because we're related. just because someone like you deserves something so much better, and i thank you for wasting your time on me. besides, i like your cock *winks*.i love you.
give it 2 weeks, and little Juliet will be here. ive gotten some testing done, and good news is most definately not what came out of it. ike, this is gonna kill you, its not good news for you...the baby...isnt yours. and its not the boy's i was seeing...i think you know who's it is. most likely she'll have blue eyes. dont freak out when it happens. you should prolly be relieved actually, now you and nikki dont hafto worry about new babies. well, besides nikkis that is. i guess im about done, i hope everyone is well. peace people.