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congratulations to zac and kate on the new baby. ya'll are gonna be
one, big, happy family now. *sighs*...only time for each other...i wish
i was happier, i really do, but what does this mean for zac and i? does
this mean its all over? i mean i know, ill always hold a 'special
place', but thats not what i want. i dont want to be a place-holder, i
want to be a someone. a someone who he actually LIKES to touch and
kiss...not someone he has to, which is what im starting to feel.
another congrats to nikki on her baby. nik babe im sorry it worked out that it's taylor's. ordinarily if he was in some normal state id say it was great and that he'd make a great father, but i dont know who he is now. he's certainly not my brother.
well my tummy's pretty big as of now. they say ive got a few more weeks at most before i pop. i found out the sex with ike the other say, its a girl. we decide on the name Juliet, we havent conversed about the middle name yet. i guess im okay...i feel sort of...blah. empty maybe. i know everyones very busy, but the walls of my room arent exactly the best company. if somebody, anybody has even 5 minutes for me...id appreciate it.
another congrats to nikki on her baby. nik babe im sorry it worked out that it's taylor's. ordinarily if he was in some normal state id say it was great and that he'd make a great father, but i dont know who he is now. he's certainly not my brother.
well my tummy's pretty big as of now. they say ive got a few more weeks at most before i pop. i found out the sex with ike the other say, its a girl. we decide on the name Juliet, we havent conversed about the middle name yet. i guess im okay...i feel sort of...blah. empty maybe. i know everyones very busy, but the walls of my room arent exactly the best company. if somebody, anybody has even 5 minutes for me...id appreciate it.