Comfort zones and Changes
This is my last day of work here at the UP office. And I can't stand one more minute of my existence. I'm feeling really shitty. What's up with this week? I thought shit was supposed to get better with my new job coming up...but no....somehow...everyone has been so nice this week to me at work and I'm weirded out by it. People are constantly asking me if I'm happy about my new job. Do they live in reality? It's a job people...I'm not going on an all expense paid vacation to Europe or Tahiti. What the fuck??? I don't base my entire life on a job...and neither should you or anyone for that matter. In fact...I'm sick of people measuring you by what you do from 9-5pm. No one likes their job...and if they say they do they're in denial. Yes, there may be moments when you feel content..well why not...your performing well arent you? But still...that doesnt pay the endless bills. I've had the worst 4 months of my life. I've never been so poor in my fucking life. But I alone put myself up for this. I refused to live under my parent's roof. I did well by leaving and moving on to become the woman that I am today. That was 2 years and some change ago. Diana is right...Comfort zones suck! Change isn't always good. And those 2 phrases really define my week. I'm having changes. Upcoming major external changes: a new place and a new job. Recent change: loss of a friend All i can say is....Lexx no I did not tell him he had a small cock. hehehehe ;) But I should have. Anyhow...I'm just having a shitty day and feeling really dissappointed in people. And of course...internal changes must take place.
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