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it's late and I should be sleeping and dreaming something good...but instead i lie in bed with a huge headache and thoughts I know I should type out. Last night I had a dream that has bothered me all day. Very "The Day After Tomorrow"-ish. There was a Tsunami and my house was on a hill. We stayed there for a while but a some point we had to leave. Many people came into our house for shelter. What bothers me the most was they're faces....of pure horror...felt so intimidating...I don't know why. I guess I felt safe where I was...in "my" house on a hill. So when the water kept rising we had to go to the roof...then at some point I was carrying luggage on my head and walking on an expressway with my mom and sister. My mom was lagging a bit. The expressway/bridge was getting flooded...we were running...towards the mountains... And that's basically my whole dream...me trying to survive a natural diaster by moving fast and seeking higher ground. Sounds like my life. hehehehe ;) Anyways....that's not what's bothering me right now. My friend Andy isn't speaking to me. He said something about a dream he had last night that was bad. Aparently, I was in his dream...and I did something bad. He wont tell me what the "bad" thing is either. I'm very bothered by this... I don't understand how our friendship can end because of a bloody dream!? I'm convinced that men are worse than women. I can't simply figure them out! This is bullshit!