new year's eve hurt so very badly that i feel unable to describe it right now. i took a tranq to make the feeling a little better, and i drove around tonight not caring what would happen. and now i am struggling with conciousness that i am just going to surrender and pretend that it will be easier to describe in detail tomorrow.

Happy new year, all. I really need to post an update on all the madness that has been this holiday season and the year of 2006 in general, i guess. But now is not the time. I intend to have a good time tonight. I will most likely be found staggering up and down red river between the starlight mints show at emo's and the blow show at the mohawk. See ( Read more... )

Perhaps I have been spoiled to not have had to work retail in so long. People seem to feel obligated to be especially shitty and impatient with you, and one another. Goodwill towards blah ( Read more... )

I was thinking about New Years past, and the upcoming New Year. (Typically stuck either in past or future, the present entirely lost in the shuffle.) As far back as I can remember, December 31st has always been measured only in extremes, either catastrophe or euphoria. Either way, I am afraid to attempt any semblance at a plan. Planning seems to ( Read more... )