Still working at it.
Ahh okay, so I did quite well all week.
I barely ate ANYTHING, and on Friday, I ate NOTHING but 2 pickle slices and a bite of chicken.
Still, my weight has me depressed.
I went out Friday, but I was insecure the whole time. I felt HUGE... my hips felt so wide, I just felt like I was walking around with a TIRE around my waist.
All of my friends were talking about girls we know... how skinny and great they look, and it's true those girls do, but I feel like I am no where close.
I feel HUGE.
I lost control Saturday and Sunday. I feel like I ate a lot. I am not at all happy about it.
It's been one week and I only feel a tiny but smaller.
I have to keep working at it, but I just feel like I did so much better last time.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Agh, well, I am at 133, which is huge. I hate my size right now.
I need to get my body TONED...
I need to exercise.
WHERE will I EVER get the energy for exercise, when I leave work TIRED AS FUCK? Especially with out eating, I am even more tired.
Ughh,,
I barely ate ANYTHING, and on Friday, I ate NOTHING but 2 pickle slices and a bite of chicken.
Still, my weight has me depressed.
I went out Friday, but I was insecure the whole time. I felt HUGE... my hips felt so wide, I just felt like I was walking around with a TIRE around my waist.
All of my friends were talking about girls we know... how skinny and great they look, and it's true those girls do, but I feel like I am no where close.
I feel HUGE.
I lost control Saturday and Sunday. I feel like I ate a lot. I am not at all happy about it.
It's been one week and I only feel a tiny but smaller.
I have to keep working at it, but I just feel like I did so much better last time.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Agh, well, I am at 133, which is huge. I hate my size right now.
I need to get my body TONED...
I need to exercise.
WHERE will I EVER get the energy for exercise, when I leave work TIRED AS FUCK? Especially with out eating, I am even more tired.
Ughh,,