fucking screw up
I will admit it.
I went down hill.
Hugely.
I had way too much to worry about in my life, and way too much stress to care about my weight.
It's like for a while there, I lost touch completely with being thin thin thin.
Everything around me was collapsing, so I just ate like a normal person, which is weird, because usually I would do the opposite.
The worst part of the story is, I did this for months. i think turning 21 really hurt my weight. I drank like no other for a few weekends, it really affected my looks.
My weight is at a whopping 136.
I even stepped on the scale one day and saw 140. (water weight from period)
But still.
My weight has me so depressed, how could I let this happen?
I am 5'8, and I still have a gut.
YES, a gut.
OMG.
I was down to 115.
Look at me now.
I fucking relapsed,
I have to start back over all the way at the beginning..
This is horrible.
I will stop at nothing to be tiny and cute again.
Treadmill runs will take place daily.
And what I eat is going to be so so so regulated.
I went down hill.
Hugely.
I had way too much to worry about in my life, and way too much stress to care about my weight.
It's like for a while there, I lost touch completely with being thin thin thin.
Everything around me was collapsing, so I just ate like a normal person, which is weird, because usually I would do the opposite.
The worst part of the story is, I did this for months. i think turning 21 really hurt my weight. I drank like no other for a few weekends, it really affected my looks.
My weight is at a whopping 136.
I even stepped on the scale one day and saw 140. (water weight from period)
But still.
My weight has me so depressed, how could I let this happen?
I am 5'8, and I still have a gut.
YES, a gut.
OMG.
I was down to 115.
Look at me now.
I fucking relapsed,
I have to start back over all the way at the beginning..
This is horrible.
I will stop at nothing to be tiny and cute again.
Treadmill runs will take place daily.
And what I eat is going to be so so so regulated.