I am definitely having a moment. This sucks.

Why do I look at peoples post if I KNOW they will involve him?
Do I fucking do it just to hurt myself? Fuck you.

The pain just keeps getting worse lately ( Read more... )

FAIL, FAIL, FUCKITY FAIL ( Read more... )

I think that I need to leave the city again.
I come back and already have problems.
I know that I told her I was leaving for Mackinaw.
I am committed. I really am.
I didn't even want to go on this vacation because of things I'd miss.
I swear I will cry if I can't find proof.
I can't get kicked off, I just can't.

Maybe I should have realized sooner.
I wish that I would have.

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.

Yeah. There we go. <3

Sometimes I don't know why I deal with this.
First fucking love or not. I still would, wouldn't I?
Your my best friend and the closest/most important person.
Get your shit straight, please. I need you in my life. I love you.

One day sorry isn't going to cut it and you won't know what to do.

$10 tapers
$8 nose hoop
$8 nose studs
$12.99 dye
$1.99 eyeliner

fuck.