Fuck.
The pain just keeps getting worse lately.
The memories keep coming back.
I haven't seen you in forever and we rarely talk.
I cried the other day about you.
To Leslie, and Ellie,and Zac.
The tears came down for hours.
I cried myself to sleep that night.
I don't find myself attractive anymore.
And to be honest I have let myself go to much.
Ever since it happened, I have tried to fill the void.
It will never go away.
The pain forever will stay.
All I want is for things to go back to how they were.
That will never happen though.
And you always let it show.
Marylou. I want you to know that I love you. <3
The memories keep coming back.
I haven't seen you in forever and we rarely talk.
I cried the other day about you.
To Leslie, and Ellie,and Zac.
The tears came down for hours.
I cried myself to sleep that night.
I don't find myself attractive anymore.
And to be honest I have let myself go to much.
Ever since it happened, I have tried to fill the void.
It will never go away.
The pain forever will stay.
All I want is for things to go back to how they were.
That will never happen though.
And you always let it show.
Marylou. I want you to know that I love you. <3