Aug 08, 2010 21:35
This afternoon, I went to a pool party that was being thrown by some of my family's friends who they grew close to since they use to be our neighbors. They were cooking hot dogs and went swimming. I decided to get out of my apartment since my parents wanted me to go, I needed to be around people after this depressing weekend, and of course free food.
As soon as I get there, my little sister was swimming with some of our family friend's kids as well. She is 6 and acts very innocently. These people at this get-together know who I am too already. Well, my sister thought that they did not (although there was one girl there who probably did not know who I was).
Well, she said out loud to everyone, "That is my big brother (my male name), he is 24 years old." Then she whispers, but loudly, "He is not married yet."
Hahahaha
Everyone bursts out laughing because it was so cute coming from her.
My little sister justs sees all my male cousins near my age (all on my mom's side of the family) getting married or engaged. Just a reminder of how my family wants me to conform to what they want of me. I am already slowly becoming an outcast. I don't know if I have the resolve to oppose them or society.
Also, once again people proded me why I won't swim as no one has seen me swim in quite a while. I tell them it is because I don't feel like it., but in reality, it is due to my growing boobage.
Another thing I have noticed about people like me who try to hide their growing boobs from people: Seatbelts are your worst enemy.
confidence,
family,
sad,
children,
self-esteem,
boobs,
expectations,
gloom,
fear