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Lust
I have thought a lot about lust lately. I am for sure full of it. I've been thinking about the complications of it, and what makes it right or wrong. It's bewildering actually, to think about. Try it sometime. -
thank god. i wrote this entry about 2 weeks ago and it just got recovered. :D
I've been real happy. I feel like I know who I am now ( Read more... ) -
read!!! triggering!!!
that tonight i have had enough. and i can't take living in this bullshit house.
i will be moving out soon, and in a couple of hours i will be
hacking my legs (or possibly arms, depends on my "ballsy" level) to bits.
I haven't cut in 3-ish months, and I am so fucking excited
to feel metal take my problems away, and i can't wait.
i'll post pictures. -
me me me
I am real happy.
DJ and I are ahh-fucking-mazing.
I am doing great.
I am happy to say
What eating disorder? What SM problem?
I am very pleased with my lfe right now. I feel like I'm having a big epiphany as to who I am.
I'm glad.
The end. -
blah blah blah
5th period has about 7 minutes left and I thought I'd post.
purged today, not to proud of it, but damn did it feel good.
I cut earlier in the week, and it felt good too. lol haha But I don't wanna go down this road where I cut and then throw up then starve, then quit cutting cause I'm starving and the lack of blood is causing me to pass out more, ( Read more... ) -
dsf.,g
Why the fuck won't my parents go to bed?
I feel like they'll catch me cutting.
ahhh I hate life.
This has been the worst week of my life. I'd elaborate but I'm just too fucking lazy.
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Misinterpretation
Why is it that confidence always gets confused by how we dress, or how we wear our hair or make up?
(Big Drunken Rant Here lol)
My speech teacher and I are very close. She is like a sister to me. And today in class, she was like
"Erica, I was thinking about you the other day, and I just wanted to say something. I don't mean it offensive, but I would ( Read more... ) -
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eating fine again.
:D
warped tour is wednesday, i'm pumped. ultra pumped.
loved hanging with the babe today...
he is the best thing to ever happen to me.
i'm so glad he is mine, mine, mine.
<33333333333
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so uh
i have lost 6 pounds, and now i'm scared to gain the weight back.
i know where this is heading, and inpatient doesn't sound good.
i just can't help myself from loving the feeling of seeing the bones in my back...
i'm a sick person.
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Leaving.
My boyfriend is leaving to go on tour in 2 months.
I'm gonna miss him so much.
It will be awful.
I dread it, but I love that he's pursuing his dream.
I'm bummed. I need him here right now.
:(
