Obituaries make everything so final. I wish everyone would understand that all I want to do right now is lie in bed and close my eyes. I'm tired of the persistant ringing of the phone. I don't know what to do. Maybe my dad feels the same way I do, and if I call him I'll just be bothering him. Or if I don't call everyone will think I don't care ( Read more... )

My throat is sore ( Read more... )

This is what I do. I over-think things. I sit around for two hours waiting for you to call even though I didn't really feel like talking to you in the first place. I felt bad because I hadn't talked to you all day and now I'm going crazy because you didn't call me back. What is wrong with me? Why do I get myself so worked up over things? Why do I ( Read more... )

This weekend.... ughhhhh... insane. I think I should be dead. Or, at least covered in scratches and bruises like Meaghan.

KOURTNI: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYYY!!! I LOOOVE YOOOU!

Man. My cell phone charger is in two pieces. I tried to play electrician. RIP poor charger.

I think the key to maintaining a relationship is not saying the three-worded-lie so soon and not over-exaggerating the feelings you have. It's not jumping into things but taking your time. It's not doing stupid things you'll regret because you're in lust but doing beautiful things you'll never want to forget because you care so much for the person ( Read more... )

I'm not a priority or even a good friend anymore. I'm merely an aquaintence. I hate what time and distance does to things. Even though I wish it weren't true, I don't think I will ever see him again, and I'm so angry at myself because it doesn't really bother me. We're not even friends anymore and I don't even care ( Read more... )

You say it's okay to break promises because we're on a break. Yet, you still want to act like we're together. It's one or the other.

Two weeks. Only 5-10 more to go, I'll be satisfied with 5, I'll be extremely happy with 10. I just need a winter coat and some shoes.

I need to work harder. Putting little effort into things and barely getting by isn't going to cut it anymore. The semester is almost over now, and there's little I can do about my grades now. They are ok. But I know they could be so much better because I know this stuff, I'm just so damn lazy ( Read more... )

Everything has to crash down on me all at once.