Nov 29, 2005 23:22
I need to work harder. Putting little effort into things and barely getting by isn't going to cut it anymore. The semester is almost over now, and there's little I can do about my grades now. They are ok. But I know they could be so much better because I know this stuff, I'm just so damn lazy.
Our conversation tonight made me realize that there is only one option for college for me and I will not be satsified nor will I go to any other college but this one. With my GPA, I can get in, but I want them to look at my application and not have to think twice before accepting me. I'm going to work really hard.
I need tomorrow to come. I need to know if they're doing alright. I need to know if he needs us so we can hurry up and do what he can. I want them both to make it until I get there and I don't want it to be the last time I see them.
I want things to figure themselves out. I'm tired of thinking.