Snow is a sight that I miss.
I want to go back to SHC...but...at the same time I don't. I miss people there. I don't miss classes and drama. Being home has a lot of upsides though. Traveling really stressed me out. Seeing the family was very good though. I love my cousins, aunts, uncles, and grandparents. I wonder sometimes what it would've been like if we all grew up together? I get jealous of people who live close to their extended families. My cousins are all fun and we always enjoy seeing each other. It snowed! It was very pretty, I miss snow. I saw Neverland with Jonny Depp, I liked it. I've seen Meet the Fockers, A Series of Unfortunate Events, and Neverland over break; they were all good.
I went muddin'! I was so excited, that was something I've always wanted to do ever since I moved to the South. I went with Andrew in his truck with Emily and Jennifer. We went out to this abandoned warehouse out in Midland City and there is all this land, there were a few of Andrew's friends out there. They were telling us there was a bunch of mud out in the middle so we drove out there, we were like "I don't see any mud.", right when we said that we saw it and it was too late. We got stuck. Luckily Andrew's friend Lane had this thing called a wench and they got us out. After that Andrew turned around pushed his foot on the gas peddle and went straight through it. We were out there driving around, muddin', for about an hour, his pretty white truck was disgusting afterwards but it was worth it.
I was reading my personal journal from my junior year the other night and I read a lot of things that I had forgotten. I know what people mean by their life goes in circles. I feel like I'm going through a lot of the same things just with different people and a new place. I forgot about how much I cared about Scott when we dated, I wrote a lot of similar things that I've written about how I felt once Jeffrey and I broke up. Also, my junior year was when I really started adjusting to life in Dothan and making good friends and a lot of my emotions about being in a new place are similar to how I feel now about college. I've noticed ways that I've changed and grown up but my emotions on similar experiences from two years ago are very much like life now.
I wanted to be around people this evening. Things didn't work out.
I hope New Years is fun, still not sure what my plans are. Happy New Years Everyone!
I went muddin'! I was so excited, that was something I've always wanted to do ever since I moved to the South. I went with Andrew in his truck with Emily and Jennifer. We went out to this abandoned warehouse out in Midland City and there is all this land, there were a few of Andrew's friends out there. They were telling us there was a bunch of mud out in the middle so we drove out there, we were like "I don't see any mud.", right when we said that we saw it and it was too late. We got stuck. Luckily Andrew's friend Lane had this thing called a wench and they got us out. After that Andrew turned around pushed his foot on the gas peddle and went straight through it. We were out there driving around, muddin', for about an hour, his pretty white truck was disgusting afterwards but it was worth it.
I was reading my personal journal from my junior year the other night and I read a lot of things that I had forgotten. I know what people mean by their life goes in circles. I feel like I'm going through a lot of the same things just with different people and a new place. I forgot about how much I cared about Scott when we dated, I wrote a lot of similar things that I've written about how I felt once Jeffrey and I broke up. Also, my junior year was when I really started adjusting to life in Dothan and making good friends and a lot of my emotions about being in a new place are similar to how I feel now about college. I've noticed ways that I've changed and grown up but my emotions on similar experiences from two years ago are very much like life now.
I wanted to be around people this evening. Things didn't work out.
I hope New Years is fun, still not sure what my plans are. Happy New Years Everyone!