trigger warning: sexual assault but I can't really lj-cut rn it's taking enough effort to capitalize anything ( Read more... )

❝WHICH HOGWARTS HOUSE DO I BELONG IN?❞I don't talk about it much, since I never read the books and I'm embarrassed by that and kinda feel like I don't have the "right" to love it so much, which I know is really stupid, but right now I'm super stoked for the new movie and mildly crushing on Emma Watson and so so in love with Order of the Phoenix so ( Read more... )

No no no no no no no no no no no no.

Oh God no.

I'm watching the local news (KGW, on NBC) and just like 15 minutes ago there was a story that made my stomach sink. They don't have the article from tonight on the website, but here's another one from yesterday. Very triggering! And for the love of God, DO NOT READ THE COMMENTS!!!!

Friend defends Gore ( Read more... )

This was going to be another brief update on my life, but instead, I want to talk about one specific thing.

Against my better judgement, I've been watching Supernatural. And I really, really enjoy it. I know that everyone on my flist who watch(ed) it had a lot to rage about, so I'm trying not to get too cozy, but dammit... I kinda love it. I've ( Read more... )

I... I don't really know how I feel right now. Outraged, hurt, triggered, and on top of all that, the same crap has given me a headache and I swear there's a lump in my throat. For real.

Why the flying fuck did I read anything on fandomsecrets ? Almost everyone I know who used to read them gave it up after so much rage-inducing crap.

And seriously, everything I ( Read more... )

Two days. Two days until the three year mark of my assault ( Read more... )

Dear Anyone as Stupid as Me ( Read more... )

FIRST THINGS FIRST: DO NOT NOT NOT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THE NEW STAR TREK FILM TO ME!!! NO DETAILS, NO CRITICISMS, NOTHING THAT MAY GIVE ME ANY IDEA OF WHAT THE MOVIE IS LIKE ( Read more... )

On February 3rd, I went to Safeway, I went into that aisle by myself. I stood there in front of the Pocky, for a few minutes, trying to soak it in. Safeway has remodeled since my assault, and the aisle was smaller, but in the same place. There were two other women in the aisle with carts, making it seem even smaller. All this made it difficult to ( Read more... )