Thesis paper
I started my thesis paper last Saturday. It only needs to be 5-10 pages, but a picture's worth ten times the amount of words. That being said, I've only written 3 pages, and then I've rewritten it, and rewritten it again. It's so hard to put into words all my influences. My thesis is about "states of transition" and everything I want to talk about connects, but in a really hard to define in a smooth transitional sentence way. I need to ask a liberal arts teacher to sit in on my panel. I asked Toby Zinman to do it but she's in China. My friend's teacher said the same thing to her about her thesis so we think it's just a cop-out line. The only other liberal arts teachers I've had here that I really liked are my art therapy teachers, but that would be kind of scary. It's really irrational, but I'm scared they'll look at my paintings and see all the experiences and secret pieces of myself that are so clear to me that I put in there. I should probably suck it up and ask them, I feel like they'd at least provide some interesting insight and if my fears do come true, I'm graduating, I'll probably never see them again. This. is. crazy. I'm graduating. When I graduate I will have been a student for 17 years out of 22 years of my life. I'm finally free(until the loans hit). wo0t!