Nov 26, 2006 00:05
I keep wondering where I went wrong with my decisions, or if I am headed the right way. I keep asking myself why I always make things complicated that in the end its consequences are a lot more difficult to swallow.
I keep asking myself so many questions, to some I already know the answers. Still, I cannot make up my mind. So I am stuck here forever, and I hate the feeling.
I have already lost myself and it will not be too pleasant to get 'me' back. In some way or another, even if I am happy, there is always something missing.
2006 is almost over, yet I have not even reached half of my 'things to do over the year list'. I thought I had all the time in the world, then I realized I had just wasted it. All for nothing. I'm frustrating myself.
Goodnight.
~ Anne