bye bye
I think I really am going to fail my 2006-to-do-list. I hate the feeling but I guess I have to deal with it. Sooner or later.
Tuesday night, I was about to be introduced to him. Supposed to. For real. But I backed out and refused. And he too, thought it was a joke. It was already about to happen, we were at the same plane, only 8 doors apart, at the same time. But I grew weak and numb and I didn't know what to do.
Perhaps, I was afraid of having a false hope. I should forget about it. Or him. Admiring him does not do me any good. It only hurts and I have to live with the fact that he does not even know about it.
Tuesday night, I was about to be introduced to him. Supposed to. For real. But I backed out and refused. And he too, thought it was a joke. It was already about to happen, we were at the same plane, only 8 doors apart, at the same time. But I grew weak and numb and I didn't know what to do.
Perhaps, I was afraid of having a false hope. I should forget about it. Or him. Admiring him does not do me any good. It only hurts and I have to live with the fact that he does not even know about it.