I was talking on the phone, just having a normal conversation, when the phone let out a 'beep beep' indicating it had received a text message.  This was nothing new as I had received the notification a hundred, maybe even a thousand times before but this time it sounded different.  I paused as I asked myself, "Is that what it sounds like when I ( Read more... )

"I created an Excel spreadsheet that automates this process that used to take 30-40 minutes down to..." I stopped mid-sentence and broke down crying.  I was suddenly transported back into the body of a school child that eagerly ran home to tell his mother what he had done in school only to have her casually nod her head and look away.  I knew ( Read more... )

I've decided to post an entry now that the semester is over, now that my time isn't consumed by insane math problems. [See Attached]

Though I've decided to sit down and force myself to write, the words just don't seem to flow as they once did.  I'm filled with a silent indifference that has seemed to become the apathetic standard of my life.    It ( Read more... )

So, I realize the picture sends out the ominous tone of "Psycho Scorned Lover", but I decided to make it after having received two separate messages today from MM, and Ashley.

MM said something to the effect of, "Did you ever think I deserved to be treated like a person with feelings?" which is worrisome as I have not talked to her for weeks ( Read more... )

I cannot help but let my cynical viewpoint pour out into my writings, as I find it therapeutic.

I sit down at the dinning room table to find a bound book conspicuously sitting at my placemat.  I open the book to find it is but a diary, a journal of a family member's visit to a foreign country on a mission trip, which has been conveniently ( Read more... )