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Maybe I am someone that cant have a relationship.
Maybe I doomed my self years ago when I was all like " never saw the man in the picture, just lots and lots of kids"
I thought maybe thoughts can change... but maybe not.
I sometimes feel I am in a relationship that is bogus anyhow. Like he is just putting me on for a dander... and when it comes REAL again, it will just end anyhow.
And I don't have any testes to end the thing myself... because of some bullshit answer that goes "But... I love him."
But he doesn't respect the relationship.
Buts but but but... I say.. as a blathering idiot.
Maybe I doomed my self years ago when I was all like " never saw the man in the picture, just lots and lots of kids"
I thought maybe thoughts can change... but maybe not.
I sometimes feel I am in a relationship that is bogus anyhow. Like he is just putting me on for a dander... and when it comes REAL again, it will just end anyhow.
And I don't have any testes to end the thing myself... because of some bullshit answer that goes "But... I love him."
But he doesn't respect the relationship.
Buts but but but... I say.. as a blathering idiot.