Mar 08, 2005 21:25
Started filming for our second video today, got some decent footage, which I can't wait to start editing. Got to hang out with Julie and John tonight along with Tiny and Dave, which was fun aside from the fact I acted like a total ass. Snorting salt is not fun, nor is it socially acceptable, I would advise against it.
Hurts like hell, too.
I have noticed my behaviour seems to be growing more and more obscene, and I find myself uncomfortable with it. Almost every word I say is a sex joke, and I don't like it all that much, I think I'll start cutting back.
Spring Break is already halfway over, I do not like this.
I think I might try meeting new people. I'm not sure though, it would feel awkward at first, but I seem to be feeling rather deprived of human contact, and it feels like such a necessity.
"Wracked with your charm
I am circled like prey
Back in the forest
Where whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt
(Keeping Sodom at night at bay)
Fold to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance to the moon
As we did in those golden days
Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay"