Adam died yesterday. Massive bleeding into the brain; even Overlake couldn't save him. Kathryn made a good call for herself by driving, Spencer showed kindness to me that I needed
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all I care is that you realize this is truth, and act to rectify the weaknesses you have.
Treat me like shit, let it all out. I know it's there. I also know once you get the bead of the truth, you won't be able to continue your habits. Let all of your cruelty out on me, continue it... It will make you a better person, and give me the satisfaction of knowing I helped... which you are unwilling to grant me.
Obviously, you're upset and I dunno if my words are going to make a difference or even get through, but whatever.
Listen, I still trust you but your driving really shook me up. I guess it's just the fact that there had been an accident the day before and I've gotten into an accident before and I'm a paranoid, anxious person. On top of all of this, this week isn't going well for anyone and so maybe I'm overreacting.
But I'm not trying to push you away or tell you I don't like you or anything. I just don't feel secure in your car. Just give me a while and I'll get over it but for now, humor me a little.
And, I reccommend you go online and find the two songs from the Babe soundtrack. The "If I Had Words" songs, both versions, and download them. Or, better yet... If I Had Words (Cromwell Version) and If I Had Words (Mice Version). I think they're both full length there... they better be... Anyway, hopefully those will help to put a smile on your face. But if you haven't seen the movie, then it won't be as helpful...
I've got to have something to say that will help, some story to tell. Horribly depressing stories and lives are what I specialize in. And honestly, it sounds like you could use someone there, and a lot of what you say sounds familiar. Not sure if that's eerie or funny.. I haven't decided, but I do think, for once, I might have something that someone'll be able to relate to.
I mean, you can leave it to me to hunt your bloody ass down and talk to you, but fuck if that isn't harder and longer. I'll do it if I have to, just'll take a bit longer..
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Treat me like shit, let it all out. I know it's there. I also know once you get the bead of the truth, you won't be able to continue your habits. Let all of your cruelty out on me, continue it... It will make you a better person, and give me the satisfaction of knowing I helped... which you are unwilling to grant me.
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Listen, I still trust you but your driving really shook me up. I guess it's just the fact that there had been an accident the day before and I've gotten into an accident before and I'm a paranoid, anxious person. On top of all of this, this week isn't going well for anyone and so maybe I'm overreacting.
But I'm not trying to push you away or tell you I don't like you or anything. I just don't feel secure in your car. Just give me a while and I'll get over it but for now, humor me a little.
And, I reccommend you go online and find the two songs from the Babe soundtrack. The "If I Had Words" songs, both versions, and download them. Or, better yet... If I Had Words (Cromwell Version) and If I Had Words (Mice Version). I think they're both full length there... they better be...
Anyway, hopefully those will help to put a smile on your face. But if you haven't seen the movie, then it won't be as helpful...
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I'm probably just overreacting to everything. I may just call in sick this weekend and zone out or whatever... but I can't afford to.
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I've got to have something to say that will help, some story to tell. Horribly depressing stories and lives are what I specialize in. And honestly, it sounds like you could use someone there, and a lot of what you say sounds familiar. Not sure if that's eerie or funny.. I haven't decided, but I do think, for once, I might have something that someone'll be able to relate to.
I mean, you can leave it to me to hunt your bloody ass down and talk to you, but fuck if that isn't harder and longer. I'll do it if I have to, just'll take a bit longer..
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