Adam died yesterday. Massive bleeding into the brain; even Overlake couldn't save him. Kathryn made a good call for herself by driving, Spencer showed kindness to me that I needed
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*let the healing goodness flow from me to you* I've been doing really good at this lately.*
I know alot about this stuff because I've delt with it so many times all through my life is so many ways people would be eating themselves at some of the shit I've had to put up with.
AND EVERYONE WHO READS THIS SHOULD TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND REALLY LISTEN!
ahh well what the hell is with the world today..? No one is having a good time anymore and it seems to me like we are finally all coming back together for the helping one another thing that we used to be so good at. I'm like laughing and crying for you here because I know exactley how you feel and what you need to do. Ok David first off giving this message is a +++ for you. Letting it all out like that right now is what you need. Your doing alot right now and making alot of sacrifices and trying your hardest to impress people. I want you to know that you've really impressed me lately and I think your one hell of a person for what you've managed to do. With all the driving people around *for better or worse, your offering*, working at 2 jobs, signing up for this and that. I can say that I'm honestly proud of you. But I know what is bothering you right now is that you don't think things are going fair for you. That because you have done so much good you couldn't possibly have to deal with any shit. Sadly yes shit does happen and even more sadly yes life is unfair. And as far as other people go you feel like you are trying so hard to make them happy and that they aren't understanding what you are doing for them. That their kinda beign ungrateful and all that. David, looking around I'm seeing many people here that genuinly care about you, and you can count on that. Some people are more liable to help in times of need but we all care.
So you think life sucks? it does You think your overeacting? I think your totally being fair. Think we don't care? We do
So for me this is what you need to do. *perferably at night/ go to your room, sit on your bed, put on a good song. Maybe the ones Kathryn suggested, maybe some dave (everyone can find a favorite all mighty goody good song from him). Just anything you know that will get you to sleep in a good mood. drink something while you listen, and sit there and absorb everything that has just happened to you. Let it take as long as you need it too. Just stare out a window with it slightly open or something. Once you've done that and feel like it's all catalogged away. Just go to sleep, and wake up the next morning knowing that things will get better soon. Because your at the bottom of life right now. So no matter what happens to you it can just go up from here. And I know it will if you stick with it. Ok?
And don't let anything Justin does get to you. He's just being really irratable right now. He's got alot on his mind and is always very busy and these days he makes stupid and says some extremley hurtful things not knowing what he has done instead of thinking 3 more seconds and doing the right thing. I should know best, I've known him for many years. And don't worry about it either because me and spencer are planning to sit down with him and have a good long talk until we all can understand some things. We both love him very much but we will break him over backwards if we have to!
Hope this helps you, This monkey doesn't want to see you quit son!
I know alot about this stuff because I've delt with it so many times all through my life is so many ways people would be eating themselves at some of the shit I've had to put up with.
AND EVERYONE WHO READS THIS SHOULD TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND REALLY LISTEN!
ahh well what the hell is with the world today..? No one is having a good time anymore and it seems to me like we are finally all coming back together for the helping one another thing that we used to be so good at. I'm like laughing and crying for you here because I know exactley how you feel and what you need to do. Ok David first off giving this message is a +++ for you. Letting it all out like that right now is what you need. Your doing alot right now and making alot of sacrifices and trying your hardest to impress people. I want you to know that you've really impressed me lately and I think your one hell of a person for what you've managed to do. With all the driving people around *for better or worse, your offering*, working at 2 jobs, signing up for this and that. I can say that I'm honestly proud of you. But I know what is bothering you right now is that you don't think things are going fair for you. That because you have done so much good you couldn't possibly have to deal with any shit. Sadly yes shit does happen and even more sadly yes life is unfair. And as far as other people go you feel like you are trying so hard to make them happy and that they aren't understanding what you are doing for them. That their kinda beign ungrateful and all that. David, looking around I'm seeing many people here that genuinly care about you, and you can count on that. Some people are more liable to help in times of need but we all care.
So you think life sucks? it does
You think your overeacting? I think your totally being fair.
Think we don't care? We do
So for me this is what you need to do. *perferably at night/ go to your room, sit on your bed, put on a good song. Maybe the ones Kathryn suggested, maybe some dave (everyone can find a favorite all mighty goody good song from him). Just anything you know that will get you to sleep in a good mood. drink something while you listen, and sit there and absorb everything that has just happened to you. Let it take as long as you need it too. Just stare out a window with it slightly open or something. Once you've done that and feel like it's all catalogged away. Just go to sleep, and wake up the next morning knowing that things will get better soon.
Because your at the bottom of life right now. So no matter what happens to you it can just go up from here. And I know it will if you stick with it.
Ok?
And don't let anything Justin does get to you. He's just being really irratable right now. He's got alot on his mind and is always very busy and these days he makes stupid and says some extremley hurtful things not knowing what he has done instead of thinking 3 more seconds and doing the right thing. I should know best, I've known him for many years. And don't worry about it either because me and spencer are planning to sit down with him and have a good long talk until we all can understand some things. We both love him very much but we will break him over backwards if we have to!
Hope this helps you, This monkey doesn't want to see you quit son!
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