(FIC) I'll Wait For You
“I’m never coming back.”
That’s all he was given, all they were given. A phone call with that one fucking sentence from their so called fucking leader who now decides to abandon them forever, abandon him forever.
Junsu knows he’s taken this harder than he should have, than was expected by anyone but they don’t know anything. They don’t know how everyday was like living in hell for him, waiting for every fucking minute of the day to pass until the day he’d come back and everything would be alright again.
And of course he should have known it would never be alright, it would never be the same because Jay left and somewhere deep down inside he had always known that their leader would never come back. His love would never come back.
His heart was broken because his love left him for forever, when he promised he’d come back to him even if it to a few months or even a year he’d come back to them, to him but he never. He quit with no explanation and no hope that what they had was still there.
This is how he ended up harshly banging on Jay’s front door at eleven o’clock at night in Seattle. Yes, he flew to Seattle. He wasn’t going to give up that easy. They had been together too fucking long for him to give up because of just one sentence that fucked his life up for weeks before they gave him the money for the tickets to fly to Seattle and back. 2PM needed their lead singer singing and JYP Entertainment needed their money makers making money.
That wasn’t going to happen unless Junsu got to see his boyfriend and set him straight.
The door opened to reveal a middle aged man and his wife in their pyjamas and Jay walking down the stairs in his pyjama pants. He watched as Jay’s eyes widened in shock.
“YOU FUCKING BASTARD JAY PARK! I HATE YOU YOU PRICK! HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU JUST LEAVE ME LIKE THAT WITHOUT SO MUCH AS A FUCKING WE’RE OVER OR EVEN WE’LL BE TOGETHER SOON! Do you know how fucking worried I’ve been you asshole?” Junsu shouted barging into Jay’s parent’s house, ignoring their startled and slightly frightened looks.
Jay wasn’t given any time to reply when a hand slapped him across the face. He looked at the younger with a bewildered expression as he tried to comprehend that his boyfriend did indeed just slap him.
“Who the hell do you think you are slapping my son?” Jay’s father bellowed.
Junsu ignored him and crashed his lips onto Jay’s causing the room to fall deadly silent. Junsu pulled away and glared at his still shocked boyfriend before grabbing his wrist and dragging him up the stairs intent on getting what he wanted.
“Which bedroom’s yours?” Junsu asked and quickly dragged Jay into the one he was pointing at.
Slamming the door behind him and fiddling with the lock he finally turned around to the other who was still staring at him in utter disbelief. Scowling Junsu marched over to him and pushed him down onto the bed crashing their lips together once again, yearning hands eagerly exploring the hard planes of Jay’s perfect abs.
Parting from the passionate kiss he stripped himself of the restraining clothes, more than happy when his half hard member was set free from the tight jeans he was wearing. He could feel Jay’s burning gaze on his body and it made him feel that feeling only he could get when Jay was looking at him, making him his whole world.
“Strip.” It wasn’t a request it was a demand, one Jay’s lust clouded mind couldn’t refuse.
The older quickly removed his pyjama pants and pink Calvin Klein briefs. He fell back onto the bed in all his naked glory for his angry lover to see, his cock already pressing against his tummy from the other’s earlier ministrations.
“Get on your hands and knees,” Junsu commanded still standing, hand slowly stroking his cock to its full length as he watched the older.
Jay rolled his eyes knowing his boyfriend was really pissed at him. They only ever had sex this way when Junsu was really mad at him and that had only happened a few times.
Getting onto his hands and knees he faced the headboard, wiggling his butt cutely. Junsu could do nothing but stare at the ass he’s wanted to fuck for months; it was finally in front of him, ready to be taken, eager and wanting.
Climbing atop the bed Junsu picked his satchel, because everyone knows the infamous Kim Junsu would never have a man bag, from the ground and pulled out a bag of ice. He was going to punish Jay like he had never been punished before or maybe he’d just have hot rough sex. He decided to go with the latter, all he wanted was to make love to his boyfriend but it doesn’t mean he has to be gentle.
Opening the bag he fumbled around in the bag for one of the larger pieces of ice before pushing both bags off the bed and crawling over to his anticipating lover. He pressed a lazy trailed of kisses from Jay’s neck down to the cleft of his ass, loving each time his lover shivered.
“What the hell is that?” Jay hissed loudly, trying to inch himself further away from the coldness coming into contact with his hole.
“Baby don’t be a baby,” Junsu teased placing a kiss on the older man’s back before pressing the ice block further into the tight heat.
“Fuck you Junsu!”
“I’m fucking you,” Junsu retorted stroking Jay’s thighs with his fingers while he waited for the ice cube to melt and his lover to adjust to the sensation.
Beginning to see water trickle out of the entrance Junsu let his fingers dance to play with Jay’s nipples, flicking and twisting them until they were hard. Trailing his fingers down the hard planes of Jays stomach and coming to clutch the burning flesh between the other’s legs.
“Holy shit mother of fuck I missed your fingers,” Jay let out the string of curses in a deep sigh, melting into his lover’s touch.
“Dude my hands just touched your cock and your already going to cum for me? Wow you actually did miss me. But just my hands? Hmm I thought you’d at least miss this…” Junsu trailed off suggestively as he quickly adjusted Jay’s legs giving him room to thrust into him.
Junsu quickly jerked his hips harshly forward, entering smoothly into the slick hole causing Jay to fall onto his elbows.
“JUNSU!” Jay groaned loudly, half in annoyance the other half in pure ecstasy.
Junsu smirked into his back as he relished in the burning heat of his boyfriend. It was the greatest sensation he’s ever felt being inside of Jay. When they are together like this, making love nothing else matters and nothing else is better.
“You never learned to be quiet did you,” Junsu teased stroking Jay’s cock slowly, pressing his thumb over the slit eliciting a loud moan from the older.
“Shut up and fuck me,” Jay huffed slightly embarrassed that he was having sex in his parent’s house while said parents were home.
Junsu harshly pulled Jay’s face to the side letting their mouths connect while he began to move his hips quickly, his hand moving in time with his thrusts.
“O-Oh… hah… J-Junsu… uh…h-harder…” Jay panted, burying his head in the pillow to muffle the moans escaping his lips.
The younger bit down on Jay’s shoulder leaving angry red teeth marks as he complied with his lover’s request.
“Urrrgh… s-so… nngh… t-tight baby…” Junsu groaned deeply throwing his head back as he felt his release nearing. It was embarrassing to cum this early but he’d been reduced to cold showers and watching bad gay porn that he got off of Jiyong hyung so he couldn’t really say it was that bad.
The younger abruptly changed the angle of his hips thrusting deeper into the heavenly heat eliciting the loudest moan from Jay that he swears he’s ever heard and that makes this all the better.
“Hah…J-Junsu…t-there… p-please… f-fuck me… ahhhh… t-there” The older breathed harshly, rocking his hips back to greet Junsu’s own hoping that his lover would hit his prostate again.
Junsu hit the spot a few more times evoking cries and deep groans from Jay bringing him a hell of a lot closer to his release. The younger placed a few sloppy kisses on Jay’s shoulder as he thrust one last time into Jay, his orgasm shooting through him sending his body into a few spasms.
Feeling the warm liquid spurting inside him was enough for the ‘leader’ to lose it. With a deep groan of Junsu’s name he released himself into Junsu’s tightly squeezing hand and onto the dark grey bedspread.
Junsu slowly pulled out of the shorter before crumbling to the soft mattress as his lover continued to stay unmoving.
“Fuck… that was… god I’ve missed you,” Jay finally said collapsing to the mattress and snuggling up to the younger before pressing a wet kiss to the other’s lips.
Junsu wrapped his arm around the older and slowly closed his eyes, a smile forming on his lips, as he let himself indulge in the brilliant afterglow that had engulfed them.
“Jay… why didn’t you call me or even at least text me?” Junsu asked softly running his fingers through the shorter man’s raven locks.
“Because…” Jay mumbled almost inaudibly.
“Baby, tell me why.”
“Don’t call me baby, I’m not some weak girl that needs her man to make her feel secure with unimportant nick names,” Jay grumbled nuzzling his face into Junsu’s chest eliciting a small chuckle from the younger man.
“So Mr. Park are you saying I’m your man?” The brunette retorted curiously, peeking one eye open to see his beautiful lover’s usually creamy cheeks tainted pink.
The sight made him want to fuck him again.
“N-No that’s not what I was saying,” Jay paused looking away before grumpily adding, “Do I excite you that much?”
“Course you do baby, I want nobody nobody but you, I want nobody nobody but youuu,” Junsu sang greasily wiggling his eyebrows in an attempt to imitate Taecyeon.
“Huh if you think that makes my heart swell with love it doesn’t… it’s slightly disturbing.”
“What’s disturbing is we just had sex while your parents are downstairs,” Junsu threw back at the raven haired man who froze in his embrace.
And Jay thought his life was over when he left 2PM this was the end of the freaking world. He had just had sex with his lover while his parents were still in the house. He was going to die.
“Jay? Helloooooo in there? Jay baby are you okay?” Junsu asked concernedly, slapping the older’s creamy cheeks hoping to snap him out of the trance he had fallen into.
“Junsu put some fucking clothes on!” Jay abruptly snapped pulling himself out of Junsu’s arms and rushed around his room trying to find his discarded clothes.
The younger just watched in pure bewilderment as Jay pulled his clothed back on and covered himself in a few layers of tops and jackets until he slightly looked like an Eskimo, or a penguin, a very cute fuckable penguin in Junsu’s eyes.
“Get your clothes on you bastard,” Jay commanded once again, a murderous glint in his eyes enough to make the younger obey.
The two cautiously made their way down the stairs. They entered the living room where Jay parents were both sitting on the lounge, a large bottle half empty of whisky sitting on the coffee table and a teacup set next to it. The ex leader looked up from his gaze that was previously pinned onto the ground and prayed to god that his parents never heard, and they’d forgive him.
He knew they wouldn’t though.
“M-Mum… d-dad…” The raven trailed off garnering the attention of his parents and the gaze of his lover.
“Why didn’t you tell us?” His mother was the first to speak, her voice soft and sounding very frail in this state.
“I’m sorry mama, please don’t hate me…” The raven haired ex leader trailed off stealing a quick glance at his father who was still silent. And that wasn’t a good thing for him.
“Oh honey why would we hate you? It’s just a shock… we never thought you would turn out like this, we always thought you were straight.”
“Well living with a group of guys for months on end doesn’t do anything for your sexuality,” Jay joked chuckling awkwardly, trying to pull his hand away when Junsu abruptly intertwined their fingers together.
“J-Jusu stop it,” Jay hissed trying unsuccessfully to pull his hand away from the larger one that was clasping his own tightly.
“Hello Mr. and Mrs. Park I am very sorry for tonight. My name is Junsu Kim and truthfully I am so in love with your son, I hope you can accept me,” Junsu interrupted letting a grin form on his face when he noticed Jay’s flushed cheeks.
And again he thought about taking him once more.
“Did you really mean what you said?” Jay asked almost inaudibly as they stood in the middle of the airport, fans screaming and squealing around them it wasn’t the most heartfelt or wanted goodbye but this is all they had, all they would ever have as long as 2PM continued to rise to fame and Jay continued to make it on his own.
Junsu let a fleeting smile form on his lips and nodded softly, because he does love Jay. No matter how hard he tries to stop he loves this man in front of him for all his perfections but mostly for all his flaws, his flaws made him human, his flaws was what caused Junsu to fall in love for the first time in his life.
You know we can’t be together
These words didn’t have to be said because both of them already knew it but still even if it was for a few seconds longer they wanted to believe they could. But as fate would have it their worlds had drifted so far apart it would be impossible for them to be together, to hold onto each other while they become further and further away.
“You should get going now, they just called your seat,” Jay said placing his hand out and chewing on his bottom lip to stop his tears from falling, he had promised himself he wouldn’t but having to say goodbye was harder than ever leaving that message for them. At least then it wasn’t goodbye it was just a way of saying, ‘I can’t come to you so come to me’ but this, this was truly good bye.
Junsu took the smaller hand in his own and shook it softly before plastering a fake smile on his lips and bidding the love of his life farewell.
Jay,
Look me up next time you’re in Seoul, we’ll get together okay?
This isn’t good bye just think of it as we’ll meet again.
I’m waiting for the day when we can be together.
I’m waiting for you.
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