(FIC) I Love You, Do You?

[nyrok5]

 

A shaky sigh escaped Kevin’s lips as he tore his gaze away from his band members. He couldn’t bear to watch any longer. Kiseop was sitting in Kibum’s lap, Kibum’s hand tightly fastened around the other’s waist. He couldn’t help but think how that used to be him, he would be the one to sit in Kibum’s lap all the time. They used to be inseparable but ever since Kiseop joined Kibum has drifted from him. It hurt, it hurt like a thousand daggers piercing his heart.

It had become normal for Kibum and Kiseop to touch each other, to press kisses to each other’s cheeks, to hold hands but still they haven’t confessed anything to the other band members and Kevin doesn’t know what he’d do if it was true. If they really were involved with each other Kevin thinks his heart might break. It might shatter and he might never be able to put it together again.

“Kevin hyung, you okay?” Dongho asked, the concern clearly apparent in his voice. The older forced a smile and nodded, patting his head softly, not wanting his younger band mate to find out his secret. Because in truth e doesn’t know what his secret is. He doesn’t know if he’s in love with Kibum or if what he’s feeling is  just jealousy. Well he knows he’s jealous but they’ve been friends for too long to have any feelings for one another.

Both of them are gay, they’ve known that for a long time. The figured it out on the same day at the same time so there was no point hiding it from each other. They’re best friends after all. They tried kissing each other once, they were in Kibum’s bedroom and Kevin was staying the night, Hyung Joon was off promoting with SS501 and Kibum’s parents were out grocery shopping leaving the two teenage boys home alone.

“Kevin-ah… w-we don’t ha-have to do this…” Kibum had stuttered out, his voice becoming slightly hoarse as he watched Kevin’s sinful tongue teasingly trail over his plump luscious pink lips.

Kibum let out a shuddering breath knowing his cheeks were as red as a tomato, there was no doubt in his mind that his younger friend was the most beautiful boy he’s ever seen and there were no uncertainties that he was aroused by the sight of the beautiful boy in front of him. Pale cheeks tainted pink, full lips slightly parted and glistening in the last remnants of the evening glow, his almost midnight black orbs darker than he’s ever seen them and silky blond bangs framing his face.

“H-Hyung… I… I want to do t-this, with you,” The younger stated shakily, he was so scared he wouldn’t do it right or something would go wrong and his best friend would hate him but he wanted this, he wanted to have his first kiss with no one other than Kim Kibum.

Kibum nodded softly too nervous to voice his reply. He watched Kevin smile letting him know it was okay, and he doesn’t know how the younger could be so calm during this but somehow his calm exterior gave him confidence. Kibum gradually brought his hand to cup the younger’s baby soft smooth cheek before letting his thumb gently rub the pink lip.

Inhaling another shaky breath Kibum pulled the younger into his lap eliciting a short giggle from the blonde haired boy. Taking another glance at Kevin’s tempting lips he sucked up the nerves that were making his brain protest at their actions and ever so slowly he brought their lips together, letting them touch slightly before pressing harder against the soft lips that tasted like heaven all wrapped up in one.

Kevin accidentally let out a small moan when he felt Kibum shift underneath him and it caused his worst fear to become a reality. The older broke the kiss faster than the speed of light and pushed him out of his lap mumbling about how it didn’t feel right and they shouldn’t because they are friends. The blonde boy nodded softly, hanging his head to hide his tear stung eyes, he couldn’t let Kibum see him cry because he was rejected, this was just an experiment and they both knew that, it didn’t mean anything but still Kevin couldn’t think of anything but Kibum’s lips on his.

Kevin thinks that’s when this started. It was never apparent until the day Kiseop joined their group and Kibum left him. They weren’t together but it could be said he left him. They were always together, hugging, kissing cheeks, holding hands, sleeping in the same bed and now all of it was gone. Kibum was gone.

“Kibummie, open your mouth, be a good boy, hahaha you’re so cute when you’re angry, aww don’t glare or I’ll tickle you again,” Kiseop teased the other boy.

And Kevin thinks he might be sick. Hearing the sickeningly sweet words exiting the other’s mouth, seeing the way they touched each other so intimately was not only the most disgusting thing he’s ever seen or heard but it was also the most heartbreaking.

“I’m going to practice,” Kevin mumbled to his band members not that the one he wanted to hear could hear over Kiseop’s whispers.

The blonde let his head fall against the wall o the recording studio next door. He placed his earphones in and let the music of ‘Backstreet Boy’s As Long As You Love Me’ flood his eardrums. It wasn’t a song they would have to sing but it was one of his favourites and he just loved to sing it whenever his heart hurt. Not that it had ever hurt like this before. This was something new, something that couldn’t be fixed with just singing.

“As long as you love me
Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me,” Kevin sung unknowingly tears began streaming from his doe-like eyes. He didn’t understand why he was crying but he was and he could do nothing to stop the merciless tears falling from his eyes. He would keep singing though even if it hurt, even if he cried he would keep singing.

“I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you're comin from
I don't care, as long as you love me, baby

I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (as long as you love me).”

And now he knew why he was crying, he was in love with his best friend. His best friend for almost five years. He had fallen for the forbidden fruit. The band mate, the best friend, the one he knows he can never have. The one that doesn’t want him.

“If you’re going to sing you could at least stop crying, it ruins your perfect voice,” the voice was perfect as was everything else about him. There was only one person that a voice this perfect could belong to. Kim Kibum.

Kevin pulled the earphones from his ears and glared miserably at his best friend. Red puffy eyes causing his glare to fail pitifully.

“Go back to your boyfriend,” Kevin hissed, wiping his tear stained cheeks with the backs of his sleeve not caring if his eyeliner had smudged. Kibum sighed.

“You,” Kibum paused stepping closer, “Know.” Another pause. “You.” Another damn pause and Kevin thought if Kibum pauses one more time he’d scream in frustration. “Are.” Kibum brought his hands up to wipe away the trails where the eye liner had run. “Very. Very. Beautiful. When. You. Are. A. Complete. Mess.”

“Shut up Kibum I’m not in the mood for your games. You haven’t wanted to play with me for a long time,” Kevin paused suddenly realising the meaning of his words. Hollow laughter escaped his lips. “Ah, right, right, right. I’m just a toy for you to play with until the real thing comes around, Kiseop’s the real thing so the toy gets dumped in the trash, unwanted and unused anymore.”

“No.” It was too late, Kevin’s tears were falling again and his body was shaking.

“You don’t have to pretend anymore hyung, I understand now.” You never did want me.

Without another word Kevin walked out of the recording studio, no idea of where he was going to go. Just knowing he had to get away. Before he could make his way down the large corridor a hand grabbed his wrist and pulled him back into the recording studio.

“So this is what it’s about, me and Kiseop being friends? Wow, Kevin I thought we’ve been friends long enough not to feel threatened when the other hangs out with other peop-”

“Yes, this is what it’s about. I’m sorry if I’m so insecure but I can’t help it. You barely even talk to me so what am I supposed to do? Just continue standing by your side when you obviously have someone else who is willing to stay by your side for the rest of your life,” Kevin spluttered, not having the courage to look into the older boy’s eyes.

“Kevin you’re my best friend, nothing will ever change that,” Kibum confessed pulling the younger into an embrace.

“Kibum-ah?”

“Mmm, what is it baby?” Kibum asked pressing a soft kiss to the other’s hair.

“I…” Don’t want to be your best friend. “I don’t…” Want to be your best friend. “I missed you,” Kevin sighed in defeat loathing himself that he couldn’t say a few simple words to explain his feelings.

“I missed you to baby.”

Kevin slowly pulled himself away from Kibum only to see black eye liner stains tainting the front of Kibum’s white t-shirt. The older grinned while Kevin felt even more guilty.

“Kibummie, come onnnn, I’m so bored. Make me unboreeeed, pleaaaseee,” Kiseop interrupted glancing between the two suspiciously.

The youngest turned away picking up his discarded iPod off of the wooden floor, only to laugh bitterly at how ironic the song name was, DBSK’s ‘Why Did I Fall In Love With You’ was playing. He could feel the stares he had gained but it didn’t matter, none of it mattered because his heart was breaking into a million little pieces.

“Dongsaeng are you alright?” Kiseop asked concern lacing his voice.

“Never better,” The blonde lied painfully.

“Kev-”

“Kevin dongsaeng I’m really sorry for not telling you sooner but Kibum and I are dating,” Kiseop blurted out and Kevin knew then any chance of his heart being fixed was all but gone.

I will not cry, I will not cry, I will not cry.

“C-Congratulations,” Kevin choked out, keeping his gaze focused on the ground. “I have to go.”

“Kevin wait!” I love you.

No.

But I love you Kevin.

But you broke my heart.

I’m sorry.

It’s too late.

Almost a week had gone by and Kevin could barely stand to be in the same room with the couple. Every time he walked into a room it was as if the couple had sensed he was coming and were all over each other but he held his breaking façade. He’d hold it to the very end. Even if it kills him he’ll hold onto it because it was for the rest of the members. He’d do anything to keep them stable.

“Umma, my tummy hurts,” Dongho complained to Kevin, tears welling up in his innocent eyes.

Kevin placed one hand on Dongho’s forehead and the other on the magnae’s sore stomach. He noticed his son was burning up slightly and his stomach felt hard.

“Come here baby, its okay umma will get you some medicine and it’ll make you feel all better okay?” Kevin cooed soothingly as his picked the younger boy up and let him cling to his body, tears falling from his eyes. He mentally noted to stop letting Dongho eat whatever he wants whenever because he couldn’t let his baby get like this and he was a lot heavier than last time he remembered.

It was a heartbreaking sight for Kevin to see but he had to be brave and help his son get better. Placing the younger boy on his bed he quickly dashed out to the bathroom and accidentally caught Kibum, with a towel around his waist and water dripping down his torso. Both boys froze. The only sound around them was the running water.

“Hey Kibummie, why don’t you come take another shower with me?” Kiseop asked teasingly, poking his head around the corner of the shower curtain.

The three froze in their places none of them knowing what to say or do. Kevin was the first to break the silence hanging his head to hide the hot tears forming in his eyes once more and mumbling a soft ‘sorry’. He could feel the two older member’s gazes pinned on him as he stood there playing with the hem of his shirt.

“Um… can you get me the stomach medicine, Dongho isn’t feeling well,” Kevin choked out, hating himself for the way he couldn’t keep his voice from quivering.

“O-Okay,” Kibum complied stealing a glance at Kiseop who was watching them with sad eyes.

Kibum bent over to fish through the cupboard unknowingly causing the rather small to ride up the back of his legs giving Kiseop and Kevin a lovely view of his creamy thighs. The youngest felt his cheeks burn scarlet when Kiseop caught him looking with one perfectly raised eyebrow.

“Here, I’ll come in and check on him once I’m finished,” Kibum said turning around to pass the blonde haired teen the small bottle of medicine for their maknae.

Kevin looked away once more after taking the bottle of liquid from his hyung’s hands and refrained from spitting out a reply before just settling with a sigh and a small nod of his head. Not wanting to spend another second in the awkward room the youngest of the three rapidly left, slamming the door a little too louder than someone who wasn’t affected by the scene should have. But after all Kevin’s heart had been broken so it gave him the right to slam a few doors here and there, right?

“Dongho-ah, umma’s here, it’s okay. I brought medicine you’ll be fine in no time,” The blonde teen cooed the lump of blankets hiding his baby.

After a lot of soothing circles to be rubbed on the younger boy’s back the baby blue duvet gradually began to move until blonde hair could be seen poking out followed two large eyes and tear streaked cheeks. And Kevin didn’t think there was enough of his heart to break but the sight of Dongho in so much pain made the last patched up remnants of his heart to shatter all over again.

Trying to ignore the feeling of his own tears welling in his eyes Kevin unscrewed the lid of the small bottle and poured the pinkish red liquid onto the spoon. He let a bitter smile form on his lips when he saw the large pout his baby had made because Dongho knew from observations that Eli and Xander almost killed themselves after drinking the foul tasting fluid.

“Won’t t-take it…” The younger teen murmured, his words barely audible under the comforter but Kevin heard them and he wasn’t happy with what his baby had said.

“You need to take the medicine to get better Dongho,” Kevin stated trying to use his ‘firm umma’ voice that sadly Soohyun pulled off better than he did.

“But Xander and Eli hyung told m-”

Baby Dongho’s refusal was cut off when his appa’s voice resounded in the room, and much to the maknae’s dismay he was telling him to take the medicine or he’ll send him back to the zoo with the orang-utan that continuously slapped him. Dongho swallowed the surprisingly sweet tasting mouthful before falling back onto Kevin’s bed and smiling cutely, however the smile was quickly wiped off of his face when his stomach churned harshly causing him to sink back under the blankets.

Kevin placed the bottle down on his bedside table without even taking a second glance behind him at Kibum. He couldn’t deal with this right now, his heart was broken and his second most loved member was in a lot of pain. That took priority over letting his emotions get the better of him, the band took priority over his feelings and his broken heart, even if he had to hold his heart in a box he’d do it for them, because they were more important than his ever growing feelings for Kibum.

Scrambling over to the other side of the bed he let himself slide under the blanket to comfort the younger and hopefully help him get some sleep. The eldest couldn’t help but feel like a total asshole for what he had done to the blonde and so he walked over to the said other’s bed and slipped under the covers on the other side of the whimpering maknae. Kevin’s eyes widened when he noticed Kibum lying in his bed.

“What are you doing?” Kevin hisses softly, trying not to disturb the maknae that was almost in a deep slumber.

Kibum just looks at him with so many different emotions flashing through his eyes and Kevin would be damned if he felt guilty over the sadness floating in the older boy’s dark orbs. But because his heart was weak he did feel guilty and he couldn’t help but think it to be ironic how he’s the one that’s hurting the most and yet this boy in front of him, the one he’s so infatuated with, makes him feel guilty from one gaze.

“Kevin, I’m sorry,” Kibum apologised reaching out to let his fingers brush against the blonde teen’s cheek.

No, he won’t, can’t, let Kibum seduce him into making everything alright, into making it seem as though he was still wanted because it was apparent he wasn’t. Kibum didn’t want him, he made that perfectly clear when Kiseop confessed about their relationship.

“Stop pretending like you care about me in ways that you don’t,” Kevin whispered, his voice broken and slightly quivering but shamefully he didn’t have enough control of his own body to stop himself from inching closer into the warm touch. One he hasn’t felt for a very long time.

Dongho suddenly moved causing the two older boys to freeze in wait, both of them silently hoping that the maknae wasn’t woken up by their conversation and both for different reasons. Kevin was hoping Kibum would tell him the words he wanted to hear and Kibum was hoping Kevin would just let them be, let them stay in each other’s arms even if it was for just this forbidden moment. They both sighed when the maknae stopped shifting and ended up snuggling up to both of them. Kevin mentally noted that his single bed really wasn’t big enough for three people.

Kibum let his lingering fingers trail down Kevin’s cheek to fall at his creamy neck causing the younger of the two to shudder involuntarily, goose bumps forming under the tickling touch.

“K-Ki-” Kevin’s words broke when a surprisingly high pitched mewl escaped his lips, his eyes unconsciously fluttering closed.

A smirk flickered across Kibum’s lips as he let his fingertips run over the blonde’s collarbone once again evoking the same reaction although his mewl was a little louder. He knew his best friend was sensitive but this was amazing, this was absolutely fucking mesmerising. The way Kevin’s lips fell apart allowing sharp breaths to fall from his mouth, the way his eyes fluttered closed letting his eyelashes brush his pale skin, the way his head arced back, the way his cheeks turned pink with what Kibum was sure was arousal. There was only one word that could be used to describe Kevin in this state ‘fuckable’.

“Fuck it,” The eldest breathed, fighting back his own string of noises when the blonde unconsciously let out another loud mewl.

Reluctantly removing his hand from the younger’s creamy skin he slipped out of the bed, his already half hard erection pressing against his jeans angrily. Kevin’s eyes slowly fluttered open when the heavenly touch was gone only to see the older walking around to his side of the bed deep frown taken sanctuary on his face and to his utter disbelief a rather large bulge in his trousers. Kibum grabbed Kevin’s hand and dragged him from the bed, hoping not to disturb the sleeping baby.

“K-Kibum… w-what are y-”

The blonde never got to finish his sentence when he was dragged out of his bedroom, down the hall and into the living room.

“Guys, Kevin and I are going grocery shopping; we’ll be back in a few hours, bye,” Kibum shouted to the four other members who were currently watching T.V like the lazy slobs they are on their days off.

Both Kevin and Kibum heard the giggles coming from Xander, Eli and Soohyun but chose to ignore them as the younger didn’t understand what was going on and Kibum just didn’t have the patience to deal with those three idiots, he knew what he wanted and by Christ he was going to get it. Kibum didn’t even bother to grab a jacket from him or Kevin as he was too impatient and just continued to drag the confused younger down the hallway towards the elevator.

“K-Kibum… what’s going on?” Kevin panted when they were safely behind closed elevator doors.

However Kibum didn’t bother to voice his reply and just crashed their lips together in a short lip bruising kiss before pulling away and dragging the stunned younger out of the elevator and towards his car in the underground parking lot.

Once they reached the car Kibum just pushed his best friend into the passenger seat before racing around to the driver’s seat and sliding himself in before clipping his seatbelt buckle and starting the engine. He quickly pulled out of his parking space and sped out of the parking lot, barely missing a few other cars. Kevin however sat completely stunned in his seat without moving.

The older noticing his best friend’s reaction slowed his speed and lifted his hand from the gear stick to intertwine it with Kevin’s smaller one. The action snapped the younger boy out of his shocked trance and he turned to look at the other with questioning eyes. Kibum ignored the piercing gaze and just lifted their hands onto the gearstick so he could drive properly and not get them killed on their way to their destination.

“Have you ever rode a stick before?” Kibum asked breathlessly and Kevin never knew how such innocent words could be turned into the sexiest and dirtiest words he’s ever heard spill from the older boy’s lips.

“N-No…” Kevin replied, he couldn’t help but to shiver in pleasure at the double meaning of the words.

“Just move it when I tell you to,” The raven said with a frustrated grunt.

He removed his hand from the stick shift and let it move to rest on his younger friend’s thigh, his finger’s teasingly stroking the black material of Kevin’s jeans. The said other shifted uncomfortably as the ministrations on his thigh was making the blood rush to his now awakening cock. His free hand reached up behind his head to grip at the head rest harshly causing the older boy to note that his baby really was sensitive.

Kibum moved his hand up to rest over the blonde’s covered hardened length before choking out a hoarse ‘move’ causing Kevin to accidentally buck his hips into Kibum’s teasing hand. The raven smirked rubbing over the bulge in Kevin’s trousers eliciting a string of angelic noises to spill from the younger boy’s lips.

“God, you’re so hot,” Kibum stated huskily, his voice full of nothing but sex causing Kevin’s cock to grow harder than he thought was possible.

The pulled up outside a respected hotel and Kibum flashed a bright grin at the younger before removing his hand from his baby’s groin and exiting the car motioning for Kevin to follow him. The younger boy pulled his hood up and the bottom of his t-shirt down further, trying to hide the very visible tent in his pants without much success. His actions caused Kibum to chuckle before he grabbed the younger’s hand and dragged him towards the hotel his other hand putting a pair of large sunglasses on to hopefully not get noticed.

When they got to the reception desk, Kevin giggling cutely from the sweet nothing’s the raven was whispering in his ear, the receptionist looked at them sceptically, not knowing if Kevin was a girl or a boy but swearing she has seen the two somewhere before. Kibum gave her his credit card and told her to charge it for two nights which evoked another chain of giggles to escape Kevin’s mouth.

“Baby, you’re high,” Kibum teased gazing at the tempting lips of the younger teen who had now wrapped his arms around his neck and was staring at him intently.

“Only for you… oppa…” The blonde replied with a bright grin, wanting to move closer to Kibum and let the older boy take him right away.

Kibum choked on his breath as the words left his baby’s lips, the way Kevin had said it made him so fucking turned on but somehow he liked Kevin calling him hyung a hell of a lot more. He snatched the credit card and key card from the receptionist and grabbed Kevin’s hand in his own once more before dragging him towards the elevator that sadly was housing a mother and her two children.

The two boys made their way to the back left corner, Kibum’s hand abruptly grabbing Kevin’s perky little ass evoking the loudest squeak from the younger that he thinks he’s ever heard in his life, not even when he pushed Kevin’s Kimono down on that Arirang program did he scream this loud. But sadly for Kibum the feel of the soft flesh just made him harder than he already was.

The young mother turned to scold at the couple who were being way too intimate in an elevator with other people in it when the blonde one spoke.

“Hyung, stop it! The little kids are staring,” Kevin whined, mentally slapping himself in the head when he realised he just revealed the fact he was indeed a boy instead of a girl like what every other person thought he was.

“Umma, look that couple have something in their pants,” The little girl announced pointing to the tents in Kevin and Kibum’s trousers.

Kevin instantly turned bright red and buried his face into the older’s shoulder while Kibum sent an awkward smile to the mother of the two children who had abruptly placed her hands over her children’s eyes.

The bell dinged signalling they had reached their assigned floor, it just happened to be the same floor for the family and the couple. Kevin dragged Kibum from the elevator searching for the room number so he could stop dying in a pit of shame having been found out that he was a boy… and he was going to have sex with another boy.

Finding the room within a few seconds he accepted the key card Kibum was offering him and shoved it into the slot forcefully waiting for the light to turn green signalling they could enter. Once inside the room Kibum instantly pushed Kevin against the wall and slammed their lips together in another bruising passionate kiss.

Breaking away from the lip lock Kibum roughly pulled the hooded vest from the blonde’s shoulders and letting it fall to the ground forgotten. Kevin rolled his hips into the older boy’s moaning wantonly as their cocks brushed together between the restricting materials of their jeans. Kibum threw his head back letting out a deep groan that set Kevin’s body alight with a new wave of lust.

Their clothes were soon discarded into a messy pile, leaving Kibum only in his briefs and Kevin completely naked much to his dismay. The older latched his lips onto the creamy skin of Kevin’s neck while his hands travelled down the smooth expanse of his back to rest on the perky little ass he’s wanted to feel for so many years. He slowly hoisted him up, Kevin’s legs instinctively wrapping around his waist tightly.

Kibum fell onto the bed with the blonde boy writhing under him causing friction between their cocks. The older removed his black briefs and threw them away knowing he won’t need them for a while, not since he was planning to spend the next two days making up for four years. He bit down on Kevin’s neck evoking a loud moan to escape the younger’s mouth.

“K-Kibum… hah oh g-god… I-I want y-you… i-inside me…” Kevin confessed, his voice shaky from the lusty waves racking his body and Kibum swears he has never heard such beautiful words in all of his life.

Bringing his fingers from the younger’s behind he ran them over Kevin’s lips. Although this was Kevin’s first time he wasn’t an idiot, he knew what Kibum wanted him to do so he opened his mouth and began running his tongue over the digits, sucking skilfully all the while his eyes never leaving Kibum’s who felt his cock twitch in want.

Pulling his fingers from Kevin’s mouth with an obscene ‘pop’ he looked at the blonde for confirmation, that he really was ready for this. The younger nodded softly, his fingers ghosting the skin of Kibum’s cheeks. He wanted this, even if it was only now he wanted to feel Kibum inside of him, he wanted to feel like Kibum was in love with him like he was in love with Kibum. Even if this was the only time he was allowed to be loved he wanted it because he wants Kibum more than anything in the world, more than the career he has been working for for years and shamefully more than wanting his band to succeed because as long as he had Kibum he had the world.

Kibum slowly pressed his index finger into the heavenly entrance, pausing every couple of seconds to let the blonde get used to the feeling of the intrusion. He gradually began to thrust the digit in and out earning pleasured moans from the younger. He added another finger into the puckered hole, scissoring them against Kevin’s heated walls. Kibum placed soft butterfly kisses on Kevin’s chest, engulfing his pert nipple into his mouth and letting his tongue roll over the hard bud.

“K-Kibum hyung,” Kevin groaned loudly, arcing his back into the heat and pushing down on the two fingers fucking him.

The raven haired boy added a third finger into the younger’s tight entrance before stealing a chaste kiss from the younger. When he felt Kevin was prepared enough he pulled his fingers from the heavenly heat and positioned himself at the small hole, letting the head of his cock tease the entrance.

Gently pushing himself in, he grabbed hold of Kevin’s hard member and pumped it rapidly when he felt the younger boy clenching around him. Kibum had never felt such a pleasurable feeling, it was taking all of his self control not to jerk his hips forward and just fuck the younger boy but he knew he had to make his baby’s first time as special as possible.

When Kibum was fully inside the blonde he stilled himself for a few moment, noticing the small tears that had formed at the edge of the younger’s depthless orbs. He continued to pump Kevin’s cock rapidly as his free finger’s wiped away the small droplets waiting for Kevin to give him the signal that he was ready.

“M-Move…” Kevin choked out softly.

Kibum began to thrust in and out of the other’s entrance at a medium pace hating the way Kevin’s moans were mixed with pain. The said younger had never felt something to pleasurable yet so painful and yet he loved the feeling, every time Kibum moved inside of him it brought him closer and closer to his climax.

Placing his mouth of the blonde’s to steal the string of pleasured noises Kibum began to speed up his thrusts, trying to find the spot inside his baby that would cause him to see stars. He shifted himself and jerked his hips particularly deeply causing Kevin’s back to arc off of the bed and the loudest most sensual moan to leave his lips Kibum has ever heard in his entire life.

“G-God… h-hyung… please nnngh… hah g-god… urrrgh t-there,” The younger groaned earning a grunt from the raven who just complied hitting his prostate repeatedly.

It didn’t take them long to reach their climaxes, Kevin orgasming with a loud cry of Kibum’s name, his seed spurting onto their naked chests. The tight clench around his cock sent Kibum over the edge causing him to cum into the blonde’s delicious heat.

The older pulled out and collapsed to the bed beside Kevin who was trying to regain his lost breath. Kibum pulled Kevin into his embrace ignoring the fact their torso’s were coated with the younger boy’s cum.

“H-Hyung…” Kevin trailed off, still a little short of breath but knowing if this was going to be said it had to be said now for to him it was better to spend as little as time lying in Kibum’s embrace if he was going to be thrown away. “Hyung why?”

“Why, what?” Kibum tried to play innocent, not wanting to have this conversation now although he knew Kevin wouldn’t give up when he wanted to get an answer.

“Hyung stop acting like you don’t know? Why did you have sex with me? Why… why did you cheat on Kiseop?” Kevin asked meekly, now that he thought about their actions he felt sick to the bottom of his stomach, he had just had an affair with someone’s boyfriend, better yet his friend’s boyfriend who just so happened to be his own best friend.

Kibum sighed and looked down at the two wide eyes looking up at him cutely. “Because I love you and it’s not cheating if it’s a fake relationship.”

Kevin looked at the older in confusion, he didn’t understand what Kibum was saying. What did he mean by ‘a fake relationship’? Weren’t he and Kiseop really together?

“Before you hurt yourself thinking too much, no, Kiseop and I are not a couple. He found out I love you and told me I can’t fall in love with my best friend because it could ruin our relationship and I went along with it because I knew it was true. But I can’t take you being like this, I love you and if I’m correct you love me?” Kibum explained, pulling Kevin closer to his side.

“Oh…” Kevin mumbled feeling a little stupid.

“Is that all you can say is ‘oh’ I confessed my feelings for you and you can’t even say I love you back,” Kibum teased placing a kiss to the blonde’s forehead.

“I love you Kibum hyung.”

“Uh…” Eli said intelligently, removing his head from looking through the gap in the door to look at Xander.

“That was um interesting,” Xander replied looking at Eli.

Both of their gazes dropped to the front of each other’s pants only to find a tent in the other’s pants. Eli and Xander slowly brought their gazes to lock for a few seconds before looking away, trying to break the awkward tension.

“Oh hell no,” Both boys said in unison looking anywhere but the other.
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Hey guys, just thought since U-Kiss' Vampire has finished I might write some Kemaru to satisfy my U-Kiss needs lol. I hope you enjoy ansd sorry for the bad smut.
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