Title: Drabble Series 1
Author: Nyrok5 A.K.A Kezz
Rating: PG
Warning: character death, broken hearts
Length: Drabble
Pairings: (Broken) Kikwang/Doojoon, (Broken) Yoosu, Taemin/Minho, Jinki/Kibum, Joon/Mir
Genre: Fluff, Romance, Angst
Disclaimer: Let me dream for a little while longer
A/N: sorry for the angstyness
Summary: A series of 4 drabbles
Six Years
Kikwang/Doojoon
“I don’t love you, I never did,” You thought those words would lose their sting, lose the pain they brought you because after all it was six years ago.
Yes, it’s been six years. A whole 2190 days.
But still your heart yearned for him, ached when you thought of him, clenched in pain when you saw him, beat faster when you were near him.
You thought these feelings would pass with time, you were sure they would slowly heal even if it took a while for the feelings to go away you were adamant you would make them leave. But here you are six years later standing next to your best friend in front of a large audience dressed in a black suit still with these feelings burning deep inside of you, the heartbreak and loss that cause your eyes to unconsciously glaze with tears.
Here you are six years late watching him get married.
To your best friend.
Sorrowful Goodbye
YooSu
“I love you.”
“But I don’t,” You mumble softly watching as the once nervous face was now mixed with sadness, a sadness only heartbreak can bring.
You know this is wrong, you know it but you have convinced yourself that this was the best thing to do for him, let him go. More than anything you want him to be happy but his happiness can’t be with you because you’ll only bring him pain in the long run.
Although everyone said it could be anywhere up to six months before you leave but deep down in your heart you know they are wrong. You can feel it in your bones, you are going to leave sooner than they expect and to protect him from even more loss you have to let him be free.
Three days later you breathed your last breath.
Homework
Taemin/Minho, Jinki/Kibum
“Taemin-ah have you done your homework?” Kibum asked sternly as he walked into the maknae and Minho’s shared room only to find said maknae and said Minho sitting on Minho’s bed against the headboard, Taemin snuggling into the older boy’s chest and the laptop (that Taemin was supposed to be doing his homework on) sitting on his lap sounds of explosions and gunfire resonating from it.
And if Kibum ever thought Jonghyun was quick at snapping out of something he wasn’t supposed to be doing, then he was wrong because Minho and Taemin he was sure literally broke the speed of light.
“A-Ah… Kibum hyung, I haven’t yet. I was just about to but Minho hyung was showing me a preview of a movie coming at the cinemas in a couple of weeks, first,” Taemin lied giving the band umma an innocent and cute smile before happily starting to type away on the keyboard, unknowingly giving Kibum a sense of power. One he would later regret.
A few hours later.
“Taeminnie, have you done your homework yet?” Jinki asked as per orders of the scary band umma. Sadly, he was afraid of said scary umma.
Taemin looked at the leader and sheepishly shook his head trying to look like a scolded puppy.
“You know he’s going to kill you right?” Jinki stated matter-of-factly.
The maknae’s eyes widened in shock horror as he continued to look at his hyung while his mind quickly thought over possible solutions to his incoming death.
“Yah, Jinki hyung, you know I love you don’t you?” Taemin said innocently while the dense leader just nodded his head dumbly. “Then do me a favour and keep Kibum hyung distracted for a few hours, use your powers of sexiness to seduce him, anything just give me four hours to do my homework,” Taemin pushed the protesting older out of the room before locking it quickly.
It was safe to say that Kibum didn’t pester Taemin about his homework until the next day.
Say I Love You Damn it!
Joon/Mir
“Hey Joon,” Chulyong said happily as he bounded into the older boy’s room grinning way too brightly for six o’clock in the morning.
“Hey Chulyong, can you go pester someone else I’m trying to finish some last minute lyr-” Joon was cut off when he felt a rather large lump against his side, snuggling close to him and he caved in to the maknae. “Okay I’ll play with you before we leave.”
“Ne, hyung. I love you,” Chulyong announced cheerfully catching the other off guard before placing a chaste kiss to the tempting plump lips.
And then he just smiled like nothing had happened.
Joon sat frozen for a few seconds, his mind slowly turning over the fact that Chulyong did kiss him and it wasn’t a nightmare.
“I’m sorry but I don’t reciprocate your feelings,” Joon replied awkwardly gazing everywhere but the younger boy.
“HYUUUUNG guess what?” Chulyong said merrily, skipping over to Joon in a yellow hoodie and a pair of jeans, his orange hair tied up like a carrot top.
Joon internally snickered thinking he looked like Chucky but then again Mir was scared of Chucky so the nickname didn’t really fit him well.
“What Chulyong-ah?” Joon asked absently as he looked back to the cordi noona that was trying to fix a kink in his hair that happened to be caused by the maknae himself.
“I love you,” Chulyong declared once again before placing another chaste kiss on Joon’s lips.
Joon still couldn’t figure out what had happened an hour later until it hit him while they were at a music show and he decided to ruin his image and word vomit.
“I’m sorry but I don’t reciprocate your feelings,” Joon repeated, stopping midway through the dance routine and turning to look at Chulyong who had the same indifferent cute puppy dog look on his face he always wore.
“Joon hyung, are you awake?” Chulyong asked softly as he opened the door slightly so he could peer into the black room without waking the older.
“No…” Joon grumbled turning over to look at the sliver of Chulyong’s face with sleep hazed eyes.
“YAY!” Mir squeaked before entering the bedroom (this time remembering to shut the door) and slipping into bed with the other.
Normally Joon would be fine with this, heck he sometimes even initiated it, but this was a little awkward since he’d been confessed to and kissed twice in one day. One long dreadful day. He wished if he could ever have amnesia it would be now.
“Oh my god, did you know Kikwang and Dongwoon from Beast broke up because Kikwang kinda has feelings for Doojoon…” Chulyong rambled away animatedly, not noticing the bored expression on Joon’s face in the dark room.
Even after an hour of talking the maknae still wasn’t done and Joon thinks it might be best if he keeps a gag in his room from now on, just so he can shut the younger up.
“Chulyong, stop! I’m tired now go to sleep!” Joon groaned, throwing his arm over his eyes and making whining sounds.
“But hyung it’s only five AM~!”
“Yeah, way past both of our bedtimes!” Joon replied grumpily, all he wanted to do was sleep.
He wanted his glorious sleep.
“I’ll only go to sleep if you say you love me to!” Chulyong said stubbornly.
Either sleep or get pestered by Mir for days on end. Sleep, even if it meant losing his pride.
“Fine I reciprocate your feelings now sleep,” Joon mumbled wrapping his arms and legs around the younger boy and pulling him against himself, making sure he couldn’t start another conversation.
“I love you hyung,” Chulyong whispered softly not knowing the other could hear every word escaping his lips.
“I love you too,” Joon responded pulling the younger closer and finally closing his eyes hoping to fall into a sweet peaceful dreamland.
“I didn’t think it would make you this happy,” Chulyong announced slyly, giggling hysterically.
Joon never got any sleep for the rest of the night, not that he was complaining.
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So it's just a bunch for random drabbles but I hope you like them, I may not be able to post much for the next few weeks, I'm going to be buried alive in homework... jeesh school sucks, but I shall try my hardest.
I hope you enjoy.
Comments are always loved <333
Okay so I'm sorry for filling up this with my rant but I need to get this out.
So like I have an msn account right, and these rands added me and i was like hey you could be someone i know but then i went online tonight like after weeks and they started talking to me.
I asked who they were and one was like 'hey, hey cutie pie, im 22yr/f ur a male right? wanna webcam with me' and the other was like 'my names natalia but my friends call me nati your a single male right?'
I was like so terrified i blocked and deleted them. Just because my display picture is Kevin from U-Kiss doesn't mean i'm a guy, i'm a fifteen year old girl. Bloody 15!!!!!!!!! AND A GIRL ... with all the girly parts and stuff.
I don't have anything against like adults trying to date and stuff but please get your facts right, I don't like being mistaken for a guy and then hit on when i'm fifteen and a girl, its kinda called pedophilia. I just wanna cry, and on top of that when i told my dad and my bro and his best friend they just laughed and dad said 'haha your sisters getting more action then you'.... dude cant they see my distress... im gonna go cry now...