( This is a bit long. Someone wanted to know how I've (mostly) turned myself around, so here it is! )

Last night Fee and I gave in to the demon drink and we went out for cycling and outdoor drinking. Got 2 litres of 5.2% cider and cycled down to the south bank of the Thames. Watched some skateboarders skating (I didn't find it interesting). Drank the cider and cycled up to Dionysus the chip shop/kebab shop on Oxford St to get some proper chips and ( Read more... )

( More anxiety and receptionists )

Things I have done this morning:

- taken my anti-psychotic
- showered, breakfasted and washed up
- cycled to Pilates with foibey for the first time in months
- gone for brunch at First OutI'm really glad I could concentrate on the Pilates class for the whole hour. Last time I went I had to leave half-way through. Doing the dart exercise again was most ( Read more... )

I'm feeling doped from the medication that I took for the first time yesterday. I think I'll have half a tablet today instead of a whole one; I was incapacitated for a couple of hours yesterday. A check-out girl (she was a girl, not a woman; just old enough to work I imagine) complimented me on my hair colour, saying that there weren't words to ( Read more... )