So 3 weeks ago my little Delilah have surgery on her spine. My puppy had been diagnosed with IVDD and after 1 1/2 weeks of crate rest my worst thoughts came true. My little baby had to have surgery or would have to be put down ( Read more... )

Life that is... <3

So I'm happy to announce that two separate couples in my life are expecting there first children :) I'm super excited for them!!! yet there is still a part of me that gets extremely annoyed by people asking me when I'm going to take the next step and get married...  I don't understand what the big rush is to get married and have kids... I am just ( Read more... )

Totally stoked to see Bayside tonight with Senses Fail... I honestly just want to see Bayside... totally in love with so many of there songs :) Had one of those adult conversations with Kenny last night.. just have to remind myself I am allowed to be happy and not everything and everyone in this life is going to fail me ( Read more... )

so had an odd dream last night... dreamed I was getting married... it was this fast, impromptu wedding ... and all i can remember is my dad holding my hand, me constantly asking where my mom was... then me freaking out bc ken forgot to invite his family and me wearing a black wedding dress... ya... interesting... i have no idea what it means but it ( Read more... )

so yesterday I went pumpkin picking with Dayna in Huntington :) so happy my big sister from LB made the trip :) got to enjoy a beautiful NY fall day and then went to the Huntington Fall Festival... had lunch and chit chatted about things and life... made me smile :) gotta love having a big sister to talk to :) especially since our lives have been ( Read more... )

had a dream about walter last night... probably why i feel the way i do... when you loose someone who was there for you through some of your hardest times it will always cause some type of mental affect on a human being. I said my goodbye May 1st.. as he laid brain dead in the hospital. cried for months... every day... he finally left this world ( Read more... )

i miss you and i can't tell you .... just started crying out of no where about it... just a moment ago... and i dont know why but i feel compelled to write about it... probably cause i dont know who i could possibly tell about this... well as my mother says... "this too shall pass"... i hope

life is what you make it... it's not an emo song that makes you nostalgic ... its not the person that broke you.... its not the things you never got to do.... its just you.... your failures.... your successes.... your loves had.... and loves lost.... its about old friends.... here and gone... the new friends you make..... the experiences you've had ( Read more... )

I think i'm smitten with someone and i just felt like writing it somewhere so here it is!!! I'M SMITTEN!!!