Unseen rants and concerns.
I spent roughly the last hour writing a big rant on my job and mostly getting irritated with the impersonal, corporate, bottom-line mentality of Barnes and Noble. I see why people start to hate big business. If you feel like reading the rant, view this source. I didn't feel like posting it for everyone, 'cause it was just a lot of whining.
On Sunday I woke up feeling awful, because I'm not sure how I'll be able to afford San Francisco. I have some money, but not a lot. I need to find some solutions soon, because I don't trust Barnes and Noble to be able to take care of me. I'm still looking for jobs, but I don't know how to convince people that they really want to hire me. I think it'll work out somehow, but there's a lot about the immediate future that I don't see clearly.
Now that I think about it, barring any major accidents, emergencies, etc., I'll be able to make it at least through July. I have at least that long to figure something out.
I wish I had more to share. There's a lot going on in life, but it's the sort of stuff that'll only make some sort of sense and be worth sharing at a later time. I only know that I'm on the verge of a lot of changes.