lost and confussed
hi It's me again.I have a friend in africa and he is such a joy to talk to and he isn't bad looking either but one thing there is my guy.the one i am haveing problems with.the guy in africa is so great he makes me feel so good. but yet we are just friends i won't cheat on my guy even though at times he do's deserve it after he cheated on me.but I am not that kind of person.I am starting to like the one in africa but he is so far away in another country.He is becoming a doctor and that would be nice but yet Africa is not my kind of country.there is the problem i love my guy but i am so scared i am going to get hurt and i don't want that again.There has been many men come and go in my life none did I care about as much.Now that i have spent almost 4 years with him.I am so in love still. but he is slowly killing my love with this stupid stuff he's pulling.God is there no love out there or am i expecting to much.I want a man that is passionate and romantic and affectionate.I don't think that is to much to ask.what am I to do? Maybe I am a hopeless romantic.well more tomorrow see ya