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hi I have had alot on my mind latley and my niece told me about this site and it would be nice to get all this off my mind.i am supposta get married this year and i am worried about it.he has cheated on me he was taking phone numbers from girls when i found out about the last time he cheated.i told him it was over and i was going to move out.he beged and pleaded me not to leave him.I have to wonder why?? he said he has changed and he knows he wants to be with me.but yet when we are out shopping or what ever he still checks out girls now i know men look at girls that is no suprise to me.but when i am sitting next to him he dos it i don't mean that little glance i mean when he stares at them i feel he is looking for some one better we have argued over this matter but i still see him doing it.and i am so confussed i feel like he's disrespecting me.and i don't know what to do.i realy love him but how far dos that go.i tried to do it to him to make him see it dos not feel good but i have fount that i can't i don't see other guys that way.he is kicking my self estem and i don't know what to do.should i just give up?he is very good to me and he dos what ever to make me happy i guess so maybe i have'nt any room to complain.i don't know he isn't very passionate or romantic the only time he is -is when he thinks i am mad about something.i know he can not be this stupid to know this realy bothers me.god i wish i knew what to do!!!