smiling like a goof and awake way too late.

I haven't felt this way in a while.
I forgot how much you got to me.
I'll try my best not to slip up.. but let me tell you, it's not easy right now.

I know it's selfish, and i know how much he likes me. But i can't help but feeling that i just don't want to be alone.

I hate crying.

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you've got to take it easy on me.

you can't talk to me like that, or make me feel like this everytime i leave.

i hate leaving just as much as you hate me leaving.
it's just as hard.

and you're not making it any easier.

THIS WEEKEND.
will be loads of fun.

alex has no head.

i was so worried about him all day.
i'm glad everything is fine.

i hate not being around to take care of him though, i really wish i could.
goddamit what how does he do this to me.
this isn't me.
i don't use these words.
or feel like this.
i don't make promises.
or long term plans.

ilhim.

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