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i was so worried about him all day.
i'm glad everything is fine.

i hate not being around to take care of him though, i really wish i could.
goddamit what how does he do this to me.
this isn't me.
i don't use these words.
or feel like this.
i don't make promises.
or long term plans.

ilhim.