tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow
change you, change you, change you.
on saturday i headed over to angela's in the midst of a rainstorm. i hung out with her parents for well over an hour while the power was out. the power came back, angela came home and we went to big y to get ice cream. we got, in fact, lots of ice cream, which we ate which watching confessions of a teenage drama queen. after that we watched a little of sabertooth! but were too tired to finish it and went to bed.
sunday morning we woke up, chatted quite a bit, watched some fab cartoons and had more ice cream for breakfast. at 2 we headed to spencer's house. spencer and alex were music-ing it up in the barn. angela, alex and i took the golf cart and drove around while spencer david and jon rehearsed. there was some field frollicking and later spencer and david joined us in the field/golf cart. back to spencer's house, where we ate a lot of chex mix, which angela eats with everything. blech.
we watched harriet the spy, which is a movie i underestimated, and cool world, which is just as weird as i remembered. david left, spencer fell asleep and the three of us went for another walk. i was too tired to do much, so i went back up the hill and slept.
on monday morning we generally hung around, took some golf cart rides. after alex left, spencer, angela and i had some amazing trampoline time. really, it was just so enjoyable.
home, uh huh, yeah. later i went to laura's but that was pretty weird since there was trouble. had a bit of a panic attack, so i made michele buy me chocolate to feel better. tried watching degrassi but couldn't sit still. called katie and she made me a little less anxious. i neeeed her.
today was orientation. we did a scavenger hunt and i love my new adviser/advisee group (doc serow). however, i don't think i was ready to go back. last week i was definitely ready, but when i went to school today i just felt scared. i got so nervous, in fact, that i ended up feeling sick and hyperventilating and couldn't eat lunch.
i don't know what i expected, but this wasn't it. oh god, i'm scared.