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Fuckin' Feelings.

Feb 17, 2006 14:07

The whole damn ride in the plane was gettin’ kinda annoyin’. All I could think of was B goin’ there and finding out what I had already known. Findin’ out that she needed to fight like hell to survive the hell mouth that was openin’ up. She went to save the vamps and Wes from some bad decisions, and she was walkin’ right into a hell mouth. I was ( Read more... )

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angelbuffy February 18 2006, 15:28:21 UTC

Angel was unconscious. I had never seen him this bad before in my life. Spike was certain that he was dust, and my heart sunk so low in my chest. I didn't want to believe it, and I didn't want to see what Spike was taking me to... But I couldn't help but follow him. I needed to know. I needed to see some proof, because I knew that if Angel was gone my mind and my heart would stay in denial ( ... )

railroad_spike February 18 2006, 17:35:41 UTC

Looked down at the scene on the ground and wanted to gag. Didn't suppose that I was seriously thrown by the fact that it was happening, and was sure that I was happy that Angel hadn't bought the farm, but didn't make looking at Buffy, my love, caressing Angel, and trying to revive him and that whole ball of wax, any easier ( ... )

shanshu_angel February 18 2006, 18:08:31 UTC

I hit the building. I knew that the dragon was dead. It had to be. I had sliced through it's neck. I had to get up. I had to. Gunn and Illyria and even Spike needed me. I needed to get back down there, but what good was I going to be to anyone ( ... )

5x5demon_killer February 18 2006, 21:40:10 UTC

I heard Spike upstairs, so I headed up there, ready to ask a fuck load of questions. One startin' with the fight to begin with, and the other one on Gunn, and where in hell B was. I wasn' in such a great mood here, and I didn't want to start wailin' on demons until I heard the whole story. Demons were gonna get killed, but I wantred to be even more angry, so I could last longer. Needed somethin' to fuel the fire ( ... )

angelbuffy February 20 2006, 00:21:30 UTC

I didn't want Faith to be the one Angel drinks from. It wasn't jealousy, it was sort-of guilt. I didn't know why I felt it, but I did. I didn't think that it was her obligation as a slayer to let a vampire - even Angel drink from her. I guess a little part of it was jealousy, but a lot of it was my own personal problem ( ... )

railroad_spike February 20 2006, 02:18:31 UTC

Watched as Angel drank from Faith and only then did the guilt hit me. I had drank froma human and worse then that, had sodding drank from the woman that I loved, from the woman who had the biggets heart that I had ever seen. Saw the way that she hurt for Angel as he woke, and that tore away at me too. Had the soul for two years now, but this was only the second time that I had really felt it, or maybe the third ( ... )

shanshu_angel February 20 2006, 02:35:22 UTC

I felt myself being carried and I was able to see that Buffy had me in her arms. These were good things. I could see that Faith was watching out from behind and that Spike was looking on ( ... )

5x5demon_killer February 20 2006, 17:48:25 UTC

I was standin' right next to Spike when B put angel on the couch. Seein' him look the way he did almose made me want to see him unconscious. If he was unconscious, he couldn't feel the pain... and I knew he was in some motherfuckin' pain ( ... )

angelbuffy February 20 2006, 18:16:53 UTC

I was choking back a lot of my thought because they would only make me feel ten times worse than what I was already feeling. Angel was here, helpless, Spike was badly hurt, and the crew that I gathered had been with Angel for years were all dead. All of them excet for Spike. I couldn't imagine what the was feeling like.

I was covered in blood from both Angel and Spike. I only got here a little while ago, but it felt like I was here for a while. I was exhausted from jet lag, and from what had happened a little while ago. I didn't know how long they were fighting, I didn't know why. I was going to need these answers sooner or later, but now wasn't the time to ask them. None of us had a clear head right now.

I wanted so badly to do something else for Angel... anything else for Angel but I was pretty helpless. I hated feeling helpless when there was so much that could be done, but nothing that I could do. I couldn't keep my eyes of of Angel, even though it hurt me to look at him in this state.

"Buf...fy, all of thiss is my ( ... )

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