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not_avampire

122ed. st.

Mar 13, 2008 15:06

I think I told everyone everything I'm ashamed of. Thing about curses is, stay here long enough, and you'll be hit every which way. I don't know. Shit. I mean ( Read more... )

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ever_evey March 13 2008, 19:21:03 UTC

...We have got to get you out more.

not_avampire March 13 2008, 19:41:31 UTC

No. I mean-- I can, but in a place like this, where people are going home to whole new worlds and all of that shit, to places that don't need the parasite, I could just spread an epidemic andkill hundreds of people. Just by sneezing. Being Cortez'd suck for me, and there isn't even any gold in it.

...Or something.

ever_evey March 13 2008, 19:47:46 UTC

Or you could wear a face mask like surgeons do. There's got to be a way around it, Cal.

not_avampire March 13 2008, 19:51:07 UTC

That's risking people's lives! I don't want to kill anyone... but, fuck, I probably already have. Sarah ate people, Evey.

ever_evey March 13 2008, 19:55:11 UTC

...All right, that's definitely disturbing.

But you haven't eaten people, right? And you've had the parasite for quite a while at this point, haven't you? You'd think that if you were going to become a cannibal, it would've happened already.

not_avampire March 13 2008, 20:24:21 UTC

And do you know why she ate people? Because I gave her a stupid fucking parasite and ruined her life and turned her into a nocturnal, cave-dwelling monster.

I can't go cannibal; I'm a carrier; I'll never go fully symptomatic. I can just pass it onto other people who will kill people.

ever_evey March 13 2008, 22:41:39 UTC

It's a question of whether you want to live like a man or a monster, then--and it sounds like you made your choice a long time ago.

If you ever feel like coming out, you're welcome around my place.

not_avampire March 14 2008, 03:58:40 UTC

It's not an either/or kinda thing, Evey. When I used to go into crowds, sometimes people would catch my eye and shudder. It was their subconscious response to a predator. I don't know if I'm a monster or whatever, but I'm a predator, and I can make more of me.

...Thanks, though.

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